Nice show to watch :D

Recommended show of the year:

1）下一站 的幸福。。。
2）海派甜心

Choices in life

The only way to overcome fear is really indeed to face it.
i felt so much relieved after that, and i want to say i'm really so blessed to have great pastors.
They are really great people, but the problem always lies with our own choice in life...

Why are right choices so hard to make at times?
How ever it is, Merry Christmas people! :D

:<
Winnie

Now i'm going to face my fear. I have a choice to continue running away or just face it. But i'm really sick of avoiding... I just hope to sit there silently and no one will realised i'm there.
What should i do? Sigh..
Love,
sadden Winnie :(

Hidden moments in life

There are somethings in life that people will try to run away from, and it seems like i can really understand that now a days, especially at this phrase of my life... In the past i am not used to say about death, especially about my own death, because i would think it is far away... but now it seems like it doesn't matter anymore, because it doesn't seem much difference. My heart is constantly changing, which affect the decision i made in life... After i stopped my relationship with Him, it seems like i'm just living a life of self-denial... i'm still happy with my life, happier at some point, with the accomplishments, meeting with new things, but still, it is no longer that joy that i used to have. (which i no longer remember how it feels like)

Today i received an SMS, which to me, is so hurtful. It was out of most sincere intention, but to me, it just made me feel so hurt. It seems to remind me again on the things that i've been running away from, like pulling me back to reality.

Having to show vulnerability is hard for anyone, i believe, especially now i'm saying this online.. But i just got to find a place to output my sadness, and i really enjoy typing my feelings out, as it is therapeutic to me and really makes me feel much calm and relax.

I've made that decision, yet i'm still pondering on it. What a struggle and it's like knowing you have to make a decision, yet hoping to still procrastinate on it, which is really bad...

I believe all these will come to past soon. Joy will return once again.

Love,
Winnie

Back to work!

Going back to work after the short trip, still felt quite alrite, altot i practically pulled myself out of bed in the morning, and deliberately had to swallow 2 pills for muscle ache just so that i can go for work today! (yesterday)

Oh gosh, i'm beginning to feel the mundane, doing the same thing over again monthly... and i ABSOLUTELY hate mundane stuff! Well, it's just a matter of playing the game differently every month... But practically it's the same, change of schedule, update schedule, allocation, send shipment advise, schedule advise, price change, PO update, re allocation, re scheduling... Facing some tiny monsters at times to solve those issues... At least I'm learning to cope with the stress now... Hope to learn more things and create more new processes to shorten some of the current process..
没办法。。 me too lazy to do redundant long work... i rather cut it shortest possible... (o_0)

Hmmm realised next week will be the last week before school really ends! huuu... feeling relieve yet, having the weird feeling... dunno how to explain though.. i am usually quite slow towards my own feelings, will wait then till it revelation comes~*

Next year gonna be a year full of holidays! YEAH, i must start to plan for my family's TAIWAN's trip! Hopefully in April! My first flight! And i am glad to delicate it to my family!

あしたもがんばりましょ！

Love,
Winnie

Port Dickson

Finally the holiday is over, back from Port Dickson.
Enjoyed the water sports a lot, had 2 rounds of banana boat riding... Love the speed, the feeling of being tugged down and splashed into the salty water, where the whole body are soaked in the deep sea... The warming sun shinning over my skin, i am falling in love with that feeling... hope to go for more water sports!

Tried the horse riding, the secured feeling of being literally carried around by the strong moving horse, i can feel it's strong muscle as it moves, the view from the top makes me feel.. superior. Also tried the paint ball combat and archery which really left my muscle aching but really fun. I love playing in groups, the team spirits, knowing that we are all scorched under the sun together, yet enjoying the game together, feels good.

What i really like is the nature beauty of the place, the beautiful scenery, fresh air and certainly not forgetting the delicious delicacy. Abundance tasty seafood and at a very low price.





I especially love the scenery, coz i love to take picture of the sky...




Ended the day at shopping mall in JB, is it call the Jarico? lol.. can't remember, just follow the car whereva they go...

will love to travel more if i have the ability and chance to...


Love,
Winnie
God is good.

A different route

Year 2010 is going to be a new phrase for my life. Dunno y I kept feeling that way. Since i'll get out the clutch of my BBA course. Finally... i'm graduating soon. it's really like a long wait for 3 years... Beginning it seriously felt like time has sped it's way, due to the excitement i have towards the school, getting a degree.. unfortunately... that excitement did not last, especially when the reality come staggering down physically, in my mind which really affect me emotionally... The dry and boring modules to go through, the mandate lessons over lessons, repeating the same thing.. Sometimes meeting great teacher who will bring us out for dinner really spur up the day... but the worse of all, is to have to go through a long hectic fight in work during the day, and then to have to meet with self dignified lecturer that totally end the day feeling drained out....

Thankfully, when i reached home, all that unpleasant feelings always seems to lost their way perhaps during my way back home. haha.. sound kinda creepy.. think i'm starting to feel cranky now... better go sleep as i needa wake up like SUPER early for my first nearby trip before 2009 ends... a visit to Port Dickson...

Water sports here i come! :D

i kinda need the break...

Love,
Winnie

Jesus is a good God

Angela Zhang's new album

When i first heard the songs in Angela's latest album, i was like, oh my, the songs aren't exactly the same kind of feel as from her past album.. And seriously it didn't catch my attention... I even commented to Xinyi that the songs aren't attractive..

But whoo... who knows, after a few rounds of listening, it felt like drinking tea, the fragrant just emerge! And seriously, the tune of the song, the lyrics of the song really captivate me for a while...

My favorite top 3 songs from the album:

Oh man i love this song... so beautiful... She is beautiful, the lyrics of the song seems sadly beautiful too... And she is certainly gorgeous!



Full song:

Angela張韶涵-偶爾MV


Angela張韶涵-第五季



Angela張韶涵-白白的MV

blogging now a days..

Hi to the world! Have not been faithfully updating my blog since dunno when. When my colleague asked me about it... Ever since the invention of faster and more dynamic online application such as face book and twitter, It's easier to forget about my blog! Not even to mention the excitement i had towards friendster donkey years ago. (even though it started with such slow connection)
hmmm anyway, i wrote this using my mobile while on my way home from my half day leave. Absolutely amazed at and hooked to the convenience that technology had brought so far. Sigh. Gonna go home and work on my assignment): So dead... Totally.... I enjoy half day leave although many prefer a full day because i felt i haven wasted my half day by sleeping it off. Though sleeping is my favorite pass time *blush... I'll still feel like I've wasted my day when i wake up late... Alright, thumbs off here.. Reaching home soon! Glad my dad is better now, hope he won't anyhow self medicate anymore. Sigh...
Believe i'll updat.e more often, after i change to a better phone... *evil grin