~Rohovot - There are rooms to grow in the land!~

Choices in life

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 17:21:00 +0000

The only way to overcome fear is really indeed to face it.
i felt so much relieved after that, and i want to say i'm really so blessed to have great pastors.
They are really great people, but the problem always lies with our own choice in life...

Why are right choices so hard to make at times?
How ever it is, Merry Christmas people! :D

:<
Winnie

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Mon, 21 Dec 2009 11:02:00 +0000

Now i'm going to face my fear. I have a choice to continue running away or just face it. But i'm really sick of avoiding... I just hope to sit there silently and no one will realised i'm there.
What should i do? Sigh..
Love,
sadden Winnie :(

Hidden moments in life

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Sun, 20 Dec 2009 17:35:00 +0000

There are somethings in life that people will try to run away from, and it seems like i can really understand that now a days, especially at this phrase of my life... In the past i am not used to say about death, especially about my own death, because i would think it is far away... but now it seems like it doesn't matter anymore, because it doesn't seem much difference. My heart is constantly changing, which affect the decision i made in life... After i stopped my relationship with Him, it seems like i'm just living a life of self-denial... i'm still happy with my life, happier at some point, with the accomplishments, meeting with new things, but still, it is no longer that joy that i used to have. (which i no longer remember how it feels like)

Today i received an SMS, which to me, is so hurtful. It was out of most sincere intention, but to me, it just made me feel so hurt. It seems to remind me again on the things that i've been running away from, like pulling me back to reality.

Having to show vulnerability is hard for anyone, i believe, especially now i'm saying this online.. But i just got to find a place to output my sadness, and i really enjoy typing my feelings out, as it is therapeutic to me and really makes me feel much calm and relax.

I've made that decision, yet i'm still pondering on it. What a struggle and it's like knowing you have to make a decision, yet hoping to still procrastinate on it, which is really bad...

I believe all these will come to past soon. Joy will return once again.

Love,
Winnie

Back to work!

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Tue, 01 Dec 2009 17:23:00 +0000

Going back to work after the short trip, still felt quite alrite, altot i practically pulled myself out of bed in the morning, and deliberately had to swallow 2 pills for muscle ache just so that i can go for work today! (yesterday)

Oh gosh, i'm beginning to feel the mundane, doing the same thing over again monthly... and i ABSOLUTELY hate mundane stuff! Well, it's just a matter of playing the game differently every month... But practically it's the same, change of schedule, update schedule, allocation, send shipment advise, schedule advise, price change, PO update, re allocation, re scheduling... Facing some tiny monsters at times to solve those issues... At least I'm learning to cope with the stress now... Hope to learn more things and create more new processes to shorten some of the current process..
没办法。。 me too lazy to do redundant long work... i rather cut it shortest possible... (o_0)

Hmmm realised next week will be the last week before school really ends! huuu... feeling relieve yet, having the weird feeling... dunno how to explain though.. i am usually quite slow towards my own feelings, will wait then till it revelation comes~*

Next year gonna be a year full of holidays! YEAH, i must start to plan for my family's TAIWAN's trip! Hopefully in April! My first flight! And i am glad to delicate it to my family!

あしたもがんばりましょ！

Love,
Winnie

Port Dickson

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 05:19:00 +0000

Finally the holiday is over, back from Port Dickson.
Enjoyed the water sports a lot, had 2 rounds of banana boat riding... Love the speed, the feeling of being tugged down and splashed into the salty water, where the whole body are soaked in the deep sea... The warming sun shinning over my skin, i am falling in love with that feeling... hope to go for more water sports!

Tried the horse riding, the secured feeling of being literally carried around by the strong moving horse, i can feel it's strong muscle as it moves, the view from the top makes me feel.. superior. Also tried the paint ball combat and archery which really left my muscle aching but really fun. I love playing in groups, the team spirits, knowing that we are all scorched under the sun together, yet enjoying the game together, feels good.

What i really like is the nature beauty of the place, the beautiful scenery, fresh air and certainly not forgetting the delicious delicacy. Abundance tasty seafood and at a very low price.

I especially love the scenery, coz i love to take picture of the sky...

Ended the day at shopping mall in JB, is it call the Jarico? lol.. can't remember, just follow the car whereva they go...

will love to travel more if i have the ability and chance to...

Love,
Winnie
God is good.

A different route

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Thu, 26 Nov 2009 17:07:00 +0000

Year 2010 is going to be a new phrase for my life. Dunno y I kept feeling that way. Since i'll get out the clutch of my BBA course. Finally... i'm graduating soon. it's really like a long wait for 3 years... Beginning it seriously felt like time has sped it's way, due to the excitement i have towards the school, getting a degree.. unfortunately... that excitement did not last, especially when the reality come staggering down physically, in my mind which really affect me emotionally... The dry and boring modules to go through, the mandate lessons over lessons, repeating the same thing.. Sometimes meeting great teacher who will bring us out for dinner really spur up the day... but the worse of all, is to have to go through a long hectic fight in work during the day, and then to have to meet with self dignified lecturer that totally end the day feeling drained out....

Thankfully, when i reached home, all that unpleasant feelings always seems to lost their way perhaps during my way back home. haha.. sound kinda creepy.. think i'm starting to feel cranky now... better go sleep as i needa wake up like SUPER early for my first nearby trip before 2009 ends... a visit to Port Dickson...

Water sports here i come! :D

i kinda need the break...

Love,
Winnie

Jesus is a good God

Angela Zhang's new album

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Thu, 26 Nov 2009 16:39:00 +0000

When i first heard the songs in Angela's latest album, i was like, oh my, the songs aren't exactly the same kind of feel as from her past album.. And seriously it didn't catch my attention... I even commented to Xinyi that the songs aren't attractive..

But whoo... who knows, after a few rounds of listening, it felt like drinking tea, the fragrant just emerge! And seriously, the tune of the song, the lyrics of the song really captivate me for a while...

My favorite top 3 songs from the album:

Oh man i love this song... so beautiful... She is beautiful, the lyrics of the song seems sadly beautiful too... And she is certainly gorgeous!

Full song:

Angela張韶涵-偶爾MV

Angela張韶涵-第五季

Angela張韶涵-白白的MV

blogging now a days..

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 06:33:00 +0000

Hi to the world! Have not been faithfully updating my blog since dunno when. When my colleague asked me about it... Ever since the invention of faster and more dynamic online application such as face book and twitter, It's easier to forget about my blog! Not even to mention the excitement i had towards friendster donkey years ago. (even though it started with such slow connection)
hmmm anyway, i wrote this using my mobile while on my way home from my half day leave. Absolutely amazed at and hooked to the convenience that technology had brought so far. Sigh. Gonna go home and work on my assignment): So dead... Totally.... I enjoy half day leave although many prefer a full day because i felt i haven wasted my half day by sleeping it off. Though sleeping is my favorite pass time *blush... I'll still feel like I've wasted my day when i wake up late... Alright, thumbs off here.. Reaching home soon! Glad my dad is better now, hope he won't anyhow self medicate anymore. Sigh...
Believe i'll updat.e more often, after i change to a better phone... *evil grin

a relax holiday

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Wed, 29 Jul 2009 02:15:00 +0000

Strolling down the 'streets of the city', after having a fulfilling mac big breakfast. (have not eaten that for a long time..) almost all shops are dark and suddenly it seems like the loneliness had taken over the usual lively city. No where to hid, too early to catch a movie, too late to catch one, since gonna go back to work in few hours time. Sitting on the cute blue wave, taking time to slow down my pace just to escape from the stressful and fast pace work environment. Is that all a morning can go to? Feel regretful for the time lost, yet grateful i'm not just in my dreamland. Because that would meant less worthiness of the time.
i enjoy spending a little time stepping out of 'me and my life', simply to just observe quietly on the surrounding... Looking at the people and wonder what's on their mind. Some, who's earnestly preparing for the opening of their shop, doing cleaning, setting up, some, simply passer bys, rushing to their next destination, some simply waiting for time to pass, just like me?
just plug on some mp3 to convince ourselves that we're not lonely. Is that how some people think too? To me, a relax holiday simply means to quiet down my heart and think.

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Wed, 22 Jul 2009 05:32:00 +0000

testing using my phone. Lunch time.. Had bread today.. Hmmm must clear my bread, ham and cheese before they expire. Which is tmr. Haha... Maybe i'll sign up the data plan for my phone.. Hmmm... Oki, back to work le! *kyo mo ganbarimasu ne.

little tag

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Mon, 06 Jul 2009 16:33:00 +0000

Ha lo ah...

have not been updating my blog for the longest time... too busy with my restaurant.. haha... although i hope it's real~ having a virtual restuarant seems to delight me for the time being~* (restaurant city in facebook~*) finally settled down in this new company.. although the workload seems heavy at first, finally getting used to it.. and time passes quickly too... gonna go back on track, continue with my exercise! oh ya! i have a new buddy, call hong dou aka ang dao~ haha.. he is trust worthy and let me escape a little at times when i'm stressed out... will take a photo of him and post it the next time! Tat's all folks, gonna catch some beauty sleep~ yawn~*

Love,
niniko

working at canon!

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Mon, 02 Feb 2009 16:35:00 +0000

testing, testing!

hehe... have started working in this new company at canon! New environment, new rules, new ball game. so far, everything is still at the starting stage, lots of training and stuff. But i do like the culture, atmosphere and people around. They have this "morning greeting" culture, where people will be routined to greet everyone around in the building, all 4 levels at one go. Had the chance to do that on the 4th day of work! haha... (usually it will interval about few months before it will be your turn) really interesting to see how people will all stand up the moment we enter the department, to simply just smile and greet back. It's a refreshing feeling too, a good start of the day. :) And the main culture (which was emphasized like so many times, that is to be PUNCTUAL! T_T which is really a good training ground for me. Thank God He really place me there.... i have no escape this time. haha... since we have to scan our staff card to lock in the time. Even 1 minute is consider late.

what i especially like about there is the alarm bell! lol.. which is very much like a short radio annoucement thingy... with music and a lady's voice greeting, during the morning, lunch break, after break and end of the day. Feels like a school. So it is still kinda fun. :D

oh ya! 刚刚发现我的电脑其实可以写话语哦！哈哈。。。好久没有像这样，绞尽脑汁，用我的汉语拼音了！我不要让我所学过的白费。加油！真的花了很多时间来写这段。。。明天再来吧！晚安！

薇妮love!

可爱的小仙gal... (dunno how to han yu ping ying for the "gal" via laptop. :c)

Merry Christmas to all my friends!

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Tue, 23 Dec 2008 21:21:00 +0000

Hi all! Merry Christmas!

just return back home from church, now although it's morning 5am+, i feel so awake. Such a fulfilling feeling which I've not felt for a long time. Was doing Christmas decoration and setting up a Christmas tree just now. Never knew that a Christmas tree some how became a mountain for me and Jie Xin to conquer! It was almost like a jigsaw puzzle, having to assemble the various parts together, then realised we did it upside down. (After uncle Goh's sharp eyes and experience!) lolz.. T_T but it was a good experience, having to go through the process of building up a Christmas tree, from setting up all the way to the cordination of star and lightnings, and then finally decorating the tree with the pretty ornaments. But most of all, although feeling a little worn out, i had a little rest in the artist room.

And it just really hit me... indeed one day in the house of God is better than thousand days in the world. Having able to sleep in church, although i was just lying on the chairs for an hour, i was somehow very much refreshed. And i could laterally feel the presence of God was there. I believe that is the reason why i'm still so energetic now. *laugh....

but it is the feeling that i received, it's like finally, ever since our church moved to Paya lebar from FTMS house, some how today just gave me a deeper understanding, that this is indeed my home. I felt so grateful, indeed, I can never outgive God. It seems like i'm serving Him in the House of God, yet at the end of the day, i received so much back in return. I really thank God for reminding me the feeling once again. It is so precious, something from God that can never be replace or taken away. God is indeed a good God. If i didn't know Him, i wouldn't know where i will be now....

Anyway, Christmas service is going to be so exciting! I'm really hoping to bring every single of my friends to come and experience it together with me. :D
it is far more exciting then celebrating in party in pub... nothing beats a service that leaves us with an explosive after taste, when we just receive with a pure heart...

Because of You, i'm beginning to like myself, my life alittle bit more...
How precious is Your Name... Jesus...

Doll of the day

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 07:51:00 +0000

hehe.. cutie of the day! i enjoy dolling up! heh heh.. in the future, i will sure have a daughter where i can doll her up! :D

work place

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Mon, 22 Dec 2008 07:25:00 +0000

hmmm... now in the whole office, i'm the only one left!!! but i can't go off! Coz i have t-con later at 430pm... coz that is when Germany starts working... *hurmp!

now doing some ad-hoc stuff and chatting with my colleagues... My favorite pals are those gals in the photo below... and one of them name Fion,(the one who is laughing with me de... candid shot :D) gave me a nickname "小猪猪"
tsk tsk tsk... so bad... lolz.. but i kinda agree though... eat, sleep, play... i enjoy 小猪猪's lifestyle. :p

bleah... toking nonsense now.... T_T

Enjoying the last few days at Qimonda~*
Niniko

Doll up!

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Sat, 06 Dec 2008 04:56:00 +0000

I found this cute website where we can dress up the pretty doll.
Very much like wat i used to play when i was still a child, only difference it was in paper form. :)

Last month

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Thu, 04 Dec 2008 07:39:00 +0000

Hmm,

now in office... and its a rainy season! Feel so sleepy with such weather.
going to really enjoy the last month of working in Qimonda. :)

Thank God for the job he has blessed me with. i really learnt alot here... and am looking forward to the new job, believe God has great plans ahead... :)
He never fails when we ask. God is really good.

Going to sign the contract tml, although it is going to be fresh new culture, since this new job i'm going is a japanese company. i'm going to really enjoy the current german culture i'm in...

Games to relax for all! under my favorite corner :)

Praise to God
You unfailing <3

Last day for Alander

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 07:54:00 +0000

My only colleague besides my 2 bosses left the company on last friday. Although normally she may be very noisy, but without her around, it seems much more quiet...

The gals that i usually hang out with!

Gonna find a new job soon, hope to start work in January.

kbox

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Sat, 01 Nov 2008 20:50:00 +0000

hehe...
now i'm at k box! lolz... had a great service in church today, after that we celebrate Halloween, the first time we celebrate halloween, and this time the theme is Celestial! :D

All the gals including Yoko all dress ourselves up as angels and fairies.. haha.. Going to post up the picture as soon as i got it from my friends!
sing till no voice le~~~* :D

Talking abt pix, there is this new pix webby that allows us to post interesting pix!

Shin bi jan.. sarangheyo...

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 18:00:00 +0000

Cute little gal!

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 17:36:00 +0000

My favorite kawaii gal! A great actor as a kid~*

Games!

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 07:36:00 +0000

study hard, play hard!
hmmm... Just heard from my boss regarding the flow of the company... sigh... it doesn't look so good, but still i got to work hard, study hard and play hard!
Gonna start looking for jobs opportunities lou...

Study!

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 07:33:00 +0000

This season started on my advance management course. my teacher is again a german.
Seems to always meet with germans... Well, he is a nice teacher, very strong in his views.. sometimes realised it is really different in terms of culture. At my age, they are already married with kids and had already traveled to many countries and seen many things.... sometimes how i wish i could do that, going around exploring... :D

Which blood type are you? - 3PM appointment

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 07:30:00 +0000

haha.. it's a blood test season! :D

Which blood type are you? X

noreply@blogger.com (Winnie) — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 07:07:00 +0000

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