~Rohovot - There are rooms to grow in the land!~

It's the end or a new beginning?

2010-12-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

Before we all knew it, our faithful companion has slide pass us with it's consistent speed, ever readiness to cause changes in us n around us. It has never fail us - Time.

Ever heard of how there is an account where every creature on earth possess. Equally distributed amongst us, no one being favored more than the other. And, It's how we manage and utilize it that makes us prosper or "rich" in life.
An account of time.
If time = $, certainly that statement is valid.
As I reflect back on how this year has been for mi, it seems like I only vaguely remember how the same routine kept repeating over and over. This makes mi really sad... Sad that I didn't really manage to fulfill all my 2010' resolutions... And how my life has changed since I stop being as committed as I've used to be... "Oh come on, don't emote!" I've got to tell myself that to keep going on.
*~Upset, nervous, lonely, depress, remorseful, peaceful, anger, gladness, grateful, happy, excited, and so much more emotions unnamed. And all these can be summarize into one word - Life.

Love it or live with it.
I chose Love. Really, did I?

Interestingly, after writing all these, suddenly this sentence popped into my mind:-
Life : Live It For Elijah

Is it the end or the beginning? All boil down to choices we made in life. Thank u for reading~*

Jokes of the day

2010-12-07T01:21:00.000+08:00

Today is really a shaggy day for Niniko. Gonna share so to relieve some of my tension...

An embarrassing morning~*
Boarded the train and felt the "star attack" again. As i was standing, i dashed to the nearest handle and gripped on it tightly. Still it was too late, before i could react, i was already lying on someone besides mi... totally left right center~* and all i could remember was a guy offering a seat for mi, too weak to say anything... yes, blacked out again.
darn~ oh ya, the funny part was... while i was trying to tit my head downwards in hoping to soothe the giddiness by allowing some blood to flow to my head. (*cross finger, let it not be a myth). i slowly opened my eyes to realized there is a huge space in front of mi. Just as i thought to myself, "wa... so many people alighted?".
Then it hit mi that, they all thought i was going to puke... well... who wouldn't?

Ease at heart~*
Doc said my blood pressure was reali low, 80+... dun even know wat is the normal... (tried googled but oh well...) she gave mi some iron pills. but what i really benefited from the visit (despite near an hour wait), is advice that helped ease my worries. Which troubled mi for like days... But after the advice, I was so relieved~ *skip around happily*

Packed day~*
The reason for mi to crawled myself to work is because today is reali one of the busiest day of the month. There is simply no way that i can leave my dear colleague Hong mama in lurch to cover my shiii, i mean, work.
Thank God i pulled myself through.
At least it is a fruitful day, a close call~*

sammi's new song

2010-09-27T16:34:00.001+08:00

As per updated on how inspiring Sammi is with her come back. Glorifying God with her really powerful testimony. The lyrics of the songs are really touching:-

上帝早有预备

留下我的骄傲吹熄我浮躁
让我知道我不知道没必然的美好
在谷底才看到天很蓝很高
试炼我的煎熬打击我炫耀
让我知道我不知道　
如何跟自己和好在寂寞里打捞　
换取这拥抱假的真不了
上帝早有预备残酷另有安慰
走过失意漆黑风光却加倍明媚
上帝早有预备忧郁我也不退畏
不懊悔不气馁
试炼我的煎熬打击我炫耀
让我知道我不知道　
如何跟自己和好在寂寞里打捞　
换取这拥抱假的真不了
上帝早有预备残酷另有安慰
走过失意漆黑风光却加倍明媚
上帝早有预备幸福我受之无愧
我敢追我是谁
我是谁比烟花更卑微
我是谁却被你眷顾宝贝
我是谁也许机会才能体会
一切早有预备
上帝早有预备残酷另有安慰
走过失意漆黑风光却加倍明媚
上帝早有预备幸福我受之无愧
我敢追我是谁因为你我无畏

Sammi 上帝早有预备

Poke off,
Niniko

fruitful day~~*

2010-09-27T15:56:00.000+08:00

Had a good breakfast with dad and then went shopping at Diaso. What I love the most is the time spent with my family. Makes me want to really love them. But it also makes me ponder on the things that I can give them is so limited. Which means I got to work harder on earning more. Sigh~ it's easier said than done. "it's not how much you earn, but how much you can save". Buhuuu... ヽ(；▽；)ノ yes... That's....

Cleaned up the house and my room are things that I really hate to do, yet feels very happy and satisfied after doing it. Isn't that oxymoron ?? Hmmm... Then kept my promise to mum on helping with her accounts data entries... But what I like the most is the feeling after accomplishing many things I wanna do, I realized I still have another half day left! It's good to utilize time fully~ *breath and smile* ＼(￣▽￣)／

What a beautiful day~~*
poke off,
Niniko

times in life

2010-08-30T21:37:00.001+08:00

There are times in life you just feel like lazing around... Thats the day today.... Had to take half day just so i'll not be deem as late... （ーー；）
Today totally no mood to work... Sometimes find some things overlapping... Always had this feeling that people only start to care when problem arise... Sometimes I wonder why I even give a damn...
But if I don't when things happen... U can't just escape responsibility... N its not like it's ur fault... Sigh.... That's life....

Let's chill n let the music roll:-

Poke off,
Frustrated

Songs intro

2010-08-26T23:38:00.003+08:00

While mummy was working in my room, she specially requested to listen to the songs that I've used to introduced to her. She described it as "I want the Thailand Chinese song" *chuckle* I think she meant hokkien Chinese. Since the first song I introduced from this artist was 神奇白马， a mixed hokkien(or rather Taiwan dialect) and chinese. It left a deep impression in her. (well who don't?! Keke... That was the reason I watched 超级新光大道3) By a very talented artist - 徐佳莹 I admire her talent alot. She wrote most of her songs at a young age (even during the competition!).

One that I've selected below is really interesting *smile* listen when u have the chance!
Listen

Poke off
Niniko

作词：徐佳莹
作曲：徐佳莹
编曲：李燕飞
制作人：贾敏恕

也许是喜欢吧　所以在你身边绕啊绕
我想他们都发现了　你里里外外包不住的好

但是只有我才知道　你害羞时候眉毛会翘的很高
只有我才闻得到　你低调的骄傲
不一定要天气好　也可能约我出去逛一逛
只有我才坐的到　你咖啡色的金旺

唉哟　怎么办　这样的甜蜜算不算
你专属我的VIP座位
唉哟　烦不烦　这样的甜蜜还看不出来
想大声宣布你是我的宝贝　宝贝　我决不让位

也许是喜欢吧　所以在你身边绕啊绕
我想他们都发现了　你里里外外包不住的好

但是只有我才知道　你害羞时候眉毛会翘的很高
只有我才闻得到　你低调的骄傲
不一定要天气好　也可能约我出去逛一逛
转载来自 ※Mojim.com　魔镜歌词网
只有我才坐的到　你咖啡色的金旺

唉哟　怎么办　这样的甜蜜算不算
你专属我的VIP座位
唉哟　烦不烦　这样的甜蜜还看不出来
想大声宣布你是我的宝贝　宝贝　我决不让位

看他们虎视眈眈扑了过来　视而不见我们的暧昧
真叫人急得像热锅上的蚂蚁

唉哟　怎么办　这样的甜蜜算不算
你专属我的VIP座位
唉哟　烦不烦　这样的甜蜜还看不出来
想大声宣布你是我的宝贝　宝贝

唉哟　怎么办　这样的甜蜜算不算
你专属我的VIP座位
唉哟　烦不烦　这样的甜蜜还看不出来
想大声宣布你是我的宝贝　宝贝　我决不让位

Testimony

2010-08-12T02:56:00.001+08:00

Happen to see this video in my poly mate Aloy's FB. it's a really long but meaningful video. Really a great testimony for Him... On the life of Sammy the singer/actress and recently a writer. *thumbs up (*☻-☻*)

Sammy's interview

Crazy coward

2010-08-03T22:02:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I've hoped that nobody can see me.

Don't know what it means to hide within your own cowardly shell? That's how it can be describe:

Yes, I have to hide.

I never knew it's so hard to face the things that I've been trying so hard to avoid... The unbearable feeling of guilt and pain really really hurt... Is this what it means? When you try so hard to be away from the light, your eyes hurt when you look at it again... The only love that I have in life, yet i've chosen to turn my back towards. I have been wondering real hard what love means. I've began to understand what love really is. That I can't stop thinking about it, not even a single day.... It is irrational and almost insane.

This is how it feels.
And yes, I am a coward.

Crazy

Promises?

2010-07-29T01:59:00.001+08:00

I've started writing journal once again. The familiar book given by important people who used to b in my life and that I've regarded as precious in the past. I've almost forgotten that I've enjoyed the feeling of gripping my pen... Thus I promise myself that I would start writing it again, and preferably everyday; which I've even set daily alarm at 11pm for it. I know how this sounds, and just tasted the reality... With the realization that writing requires inspiration too... (oh
or am I'm juz plain occupied with my vampires dairies...)

The main purpose of writing was to help me align my thoughts once more... Used to do that a lot in the past... Because it feels really good to clear out all the fogs in the mind... A good time for self reflections too.,, N I like the feeling of being in control of myself, better focus, and to think more before I let my emotions jump into conclusions all the time, like...saying the wrong things at the wrong time... being blunt doesn't mean others having to fall short because of it...

Promises are merely words when it's not kept...

Oh well... *yawn
Poke off
Niniko(*☻-☻*)

Hong kong trip

2010-07-23T20:38:00.001+08:00

Finally, I fulfilled my dream to sit in an airplane! Wat a small dream... But to me, I realized I love the feeling of looking out of the window from the plane. It's an unexplainable experience. I know how tired it is for my Sis to work up there... She's literally walking from one place to another.
Talking abt my Sis, she is the best sister ever. She sacrificed her own resting time to ensure both myself n my mum (the first plane traveller) to enjoy our trip. She is really tired, having to rush for her flight the day after we touched down Singapore. I really thank God for my Sis and my family. No one is as blessed as I am. Yet I'm always taking things for granted. I realized how easy it is for mi to take things for granted. （ーー；）

Nevertheless, I love my family, everybit of it. The culture is really different in HK. Not really used to it, especially their service. Day 2 - i fell sick, had flu n sore eyes for goodness sake. Absolutely spoilsport. But struggled through even though i felt so much to just sleep in bed the whole day. But i can't disappoint my family n i m not going to waste my day there. Bought some stuff there, overall a good shopping trip. Went to the peak n had great fun taking pictures with all the stars at the wax museum! Some look really real...

Went Disney land on the 3rd day, it was really an extremely warm weather. But it's so much better than rain. It is really fun, I love my Sis, she take care of everything irregardless of how tired she felt and she still hv to put off my kids temper (guilty). She is really amazing.

Last half day at HK - the feeling of mixed emotions slowly set in, realization tat I'm really at HK n going to leave the place makes mi really sad... Emotional... But still, have to face reality when we have to. Guess the withdrawal syndrome will take sometime to clear...

Poke off,
Niniko ＿φ(￣ー￣ )

dreams

2010-06-06T17:39:00.000+08:00

These few nights I've been having dreams of memories from the past... Some which I cried so hard that I even woke up 6am in de morning... The people that are no longer around... Never knew I was so attached to it.... Was even wondering are You trying to tell me something through these dreams? I can still remember what I see in the dreams... Some really pleasant, some only bring fear... Perhaps it's what I hope for yet having no courage to go for it...

Still, back to reality, life would be much better when one is willing to work extra hard... The real fruit of fulfillment n satisfaction is at least what I hope to achieve in life.
I thank You for the life that I'm having, with great family who supports unconditionally. Nevertheless this is only the beginning, before more ugly realities unveal itself...

Poke off,
Winnie

Niniko Express

2010-06-04T00:31:00.001+08:00

Every working morning, panting to office, the first thing that came into hearing would be the "delighting you always music", and at times, some reports by our own canon express... doing the routines daily do really make things pretty mundane....

it's a night of emote....

This song is realli nice to emote on:

Listen

我怎麽一夜之间像被打垮了
狼狈沉默放空泪光胡渣心痛
我不能跟朋友说你做的事让他们觉得
你是坏的

你怎麽变得让我不认识你了
欺骗自私辩驳嘴角眼神冷漠
我强忍爱流血了但承受不了冤枉的痛
你的心变了还说是我的错

心存报复是危险的念头
伤害你伤害自己只会让我可悲透了
找新的爱伪装幸福却假的更寂寞
封锁关系不去比较才能愈合
念念不忘是危险的念头
世界在向前翻滚没有谁能倒退着走
扭曲自尊挽留才懂
一厢情愿能够伤亡多惨重

罗志祥 - 危险的念头

lol... Some of Show's songs really speaks very well emotionally.....

like 搞笑 and many more...

hmmm... maybe it's a night to emote....
it's been a busy week, but fast and furious too... fulfilling is the best aftermath even though it's pretty draining at times.... Sometimes i wonder.... whether i'm living my life as an empty shell now... with no source of electricity to plug myself in.... many other substitution came in place, yet am i really happy?

"Happiness is a moment
Joy last forever"

Yet again, it forever lies with a choice....
Typed off,
Niniko

work overseas

2010-05-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

Recently I had this declaration to go work overseas... I want to find myself a job in Taiwan. Besides to experience the difference in culture, I want to learn to be more independent...

I know how difficult it'll be to be overseas, being alone with no one to be there to lean on to if I really need help. It'll be all by myself... But I really want to experience that, and I know that is also the only way I can really understand the meaning to grow stronger in my character.

I believe my mum will be so upset about it... Without me around... But still I'm determine to go work for a few years starting from year 2011/12.

Beside all the reasons that I want to go work overseas, I believe I desire for a change... It seems like I'm living a routine life and i'm getting tired of it. Perhaps going away for a while will make me grow abit more... That's a good thing of being single. I do not have much to worry besides my mum...
Hope this will come to pass soon.

Poke off
Nini

valentine's day

2010-05-10T02:13:00.000+08:00

Well juz finished watching a movie online... Name Valentine's Day! Not sure whether it's an old or new show... But it certainly is a very nice show to catch. It's about various small little relationships between friends who are connected with each other somehow. From de youngest love from de cutesy little boy to de oldest man and lady... All things happened within de day itself! Many actors cast in this show... Oh gosh I never remember their names... De man who acts in de latest superman series, whom I presumed to b de main lead (yes very good looking indeed lol...), and de very pretty lady as de female lead... (I swear I've seen her movie somewhere but my brain is juz not working... Sorry!) n, yes Julia Robert is in de show, n whoo so many familar faces! Pls forgive me on de names,(I'll b truly satisfied to just remember de names of new people I've met in real life!) >_< anyway u got to watch it to know ya.. Hope u'll like it too.

Anyway it juz feels motivated to love n be in love after watching this movie! Haha not that I'm looking for it, although my parents are like more anxious than I am... *rolleyes That's a whole different story... Anyway back to de show, It juz really refreshes me on de importance of being really honest with our feelings. De importance of honesty in a relationship, any relationship... (family, friends, BGR...)

I've learnt it de hard way, n also realised de truth about de quote on how "broken mirrors no matter how hard it's mended, it always contain cracks"... And dishonesty in a relationship breaks de mirror... Sigh... Yet sometimes de hardest things to do in life is to be honest; with people you love especially, and even with ourselves. (people who lives in denial) Grrrrr... Still learning to b more honest with my feelings too... But after u look back, u'll be ao glad u've been honest, no matter what de outcome is... Coz true love corrects... N de truth hurts at times...

Feels good after letting this all out!
Good nite... Thanks to whoever who endured by reading my post... Or to none at all!

Endurance is a precious fruit... Arghhh I'm blabbering again!

I like my day today!
Poked off,
Winnie

Today seems like war...

2010-04-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

Goodness.... Carrying my half awaken body to work today after de torture from de night before's insomnia was bad enuff... In office- Having to face arrows from de Indians n indo nearly killed me... Was blasted with meetings one after n another de whole morning! I need a HUGE kitkat!!! 

Actually i quite enjoyed myself in de meeting (despite もりもと-san's huge fireblot on us, from de complains from de Indians) he is really a nice boss! My fav Jap boss so far! Very real n when it comes to work, he gave his best! After de flame n de tense armosphere, he secretly passed mint gums to me n oso passed written notes in de midst saying he was hungry~ it was hilarious... n i returned by promising to bring snacks de next time round... funny... That really ease me alot, since it's de first time I join de meeting eversince my change of jobscope with all de bosses around...I learnt more dis time round... On our product and market situation...

Still...
Find it quite tough to focus on my new jobscope fully... (which I really look forward to..) really feeling de pressure of having to jaggle with many urgent stuff and at de same time, worrying for de new gal... Since there're still much for her to catch up... I'm getting impatient I think, at such a time... When I felt pressurized... :(

But things will be better Tmr!  *believe believe!! がんばりましょ！

Poke off
Nini

sighing...

2010-04-22T01:28:00.000+08:00

"Lord You are always here with me
There is no changing God in thee
You are the same yesterday and today and forevermore
Here on Your promises I stand
You hold my future in Your hands
My solid rock, Almighty God
I worship You" - Lord You are always here with me

Whenever I sang this I will tear uncontrolablly... I know I'm not faithful as His daughter, yet He is always faithful...

"Who am I, that You would know me from the start, set me apart,
Who am I, that You would place eternalty into my heart" - One life, One love

Who am I that I deserve all de love and grace... When I can't say that I have only One love in my love... Sigh...



stressful period

2010-04-22T01:00:00.000+08:00

Eversince de change of jobscope (which I'm looking forward to), just that in these midst of transition phase, I realised stress came knocking on my door, one after another... "They are piling up...." Says my unconscious mind.... Sigh... Realised also that i get sick whenever I get stressed up... Else I'm rarely sick (*touch wood)... 

Well, it's a good chance to train myself too! I must stop giving myself stress... I remember Pastors once mentioned in de sermon, juz tell ourselves to stop feeling a certain way and it shall be done. Simply juz control our emotions n stop feeling negative! I shall really work on that especially this coming weeks n months. I really hope de new gal can catch up fast n claim de 'baby' as her own soon... Well I shall believe n trust in her!

Can't seems to get to sleep... Which is absolutely rare for me... 

I guess I vent my stress de best through writting.... My mum is still at her majong session! Well i'm used to being alone at home... Just hope that she'll be able to wake up for work tmr morning....

Haven been settling down to align my thoughts... I know I can do that to gain some balance in my mind... But never in my spirit... It can only be fulfill by de One and only... Sigh...

Well, nitez starless nite...
Poke off
Winnie

chalet @downtown east

2010-03-26T22:21:00.000+08:00

Took half day leave today to celebrate my bro in law's bday! Haven reali had chalet that i really stay over night to have fun... Eversince few years ago...

Think I really need a short break like this ever since I started work... Been doing non stop especially this few months. Don't hate it, coz I enjoy what I'm doin now, but there were certainly times I felt stressed. Well, stress is what we put in our mind... Thus having a short break really helps us walk further in life....

Haha... Tat's all for today!
Poke off,
Winnie

yes! iblogger!

2010-03-25T21:39:00.000+08:00

Yes! Finally I found tis app where I can blog at any time and anywhere! Yuhuuu! This is once again my hundred time declaring that my blog is alive! Or barely alive! Haha....

Juz had a haircut at jeanyip (opps.. Got a feeling that I spelled wrongly...). Then had a great time spent wif Eleanor having Korean + chinese + jap snacks! Hehe... Grilled mushroom (5*****) + snackssss from old changkee + sushi!!! Man, looks alot now... Darn... How to lose weight!!! (>_<)

But I enjoy snacking like tat n chat wif Eleanor! Keke... Think we flow really well! :) so glad to b working at Canon, especially when politics are almost none.. (or hv I failed to noticed?) keke who cares! 快乐就好！嬉しね〜

Not bad, I can type pretty fast with my 2nd finger! Hee! じゃまた明日！

Poke off,
Nini

Mobile Blogging from here.

Nice show to watch :D

2009-12-30T17:04:00.000+08:00

Recommended show of the year:

1）下一站的幸福。。。
2）海派甜心

Choices in life

2009-12-26T01:21:00.000+08:00

The only way to overcome fear is really indeed to face it.
i felt so much relieved after that, and i want to say i'm really so blessed to have great pastors.
They are really great people, but the problem always lies with our own choice in life...

Why are right choices so hard to make at times?
How ever it is, Merry Christmas people! :D

:<
Winnie

2009-12-21T19:02:00.002+08:00

Now i'm going to face my fear. I have a choice to continue running away or just face it. But i'm really sick of avoiding... I just hope to sit there silently and no one will realised i'm there.
What should i do? Sigh..
Love,
sadden Winnie :(

Hidden moments in life

2009-12-21T01:35:00.000+08:00

There are somethings in life that people will try to run away from, and it seems like i can really understand that now a days, especially at this phrase of my life... In the past i am not used to say about death, especially about my own death, because i would think it is far away... but now it seems like it doesn't matter anymore, because it doesn't seem much difference. My heart is constantly changing, which affect the decision i made in life... After i stopped my relationship with Him, it seems like i'm just living a life of self-denial... i'm still happy with my life, happier at some point, with the accomplishments, meeting with new things, but still, it is no longer that joy that i used to have. (which i no longer remember how it feels like)

Today i received an SMS, which to me, is so hurtful. It was out of most sincere intention, but to me, it just made me feel so hurt. It seems to remind me again on the things that i've been running away from, like pulling me back to reality.

Having to show vulnerability is hard for anyone, i believe, especially now i'm saying this online.. But i just got to find a place to output my sadness, and i really enjoy typing my feelings out, as it is therapeutic to me and really makes me feel much calm and relax.

I've made that decision, yet i'm still pondering on it. What a struggle and it's like knowing you have to make a decision, yet hoping to still procrastinate on it, which is really bad...

I believe all these will come to past soon. Joy will return once again.

Love,
Winnie

Back to work!

2009-12-02T01:23:00.001+08:00

Going back to work after the short trip, still felt quite alrite, altot i practically pulled myself out of bed in the morning, and deliberately had to swallow 2 pills for muscle ache just so that i can go for work today! (yesterday)

Oh gosh, i'm beginning to feel the mundane, doing the same thing over again monthly... and i ABSOLUTELY hate mundane stuff! Well, it's just a matter of playing the game differently every month... But practically it's the same, change of schedule, update schedule, allocation, send shipment advise, schedule advise, price change, PO update, re allocation, re scheduling... Facing some tiny monsters at times to solve those issues... At least I'm learning to cope with the stress now... Hope to learn more things and create more new processes to shorten some of the current process..
没办法。。 me too lazy to do redundant long work... i rather cut it shortest possible... (o_0)

Hmmm realised next week will be the last week before school really ends! huuu... feeling relieve yet, having the weird feeling... dunno how to explain though.. i am usually quite slow towards my own feelings, will wait then till it revelation comes~*

Next year gonna be a year full of holidays! YEAH, i must start to plan for my family's TAIWAN's trip! Hopefully in April! My first flight! And i am glad to delicate it to my family!

あしたもがんばりましょ！

Love,
Winnie

Port Dickson

2009-11-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

Finally the holiday is over, back from Port Dickson.
Enjoyed the water sports a lot, had 2 rounds of banana boat riding... Love the speed, the feeling of being tugged down and splashed into the salty water, where the whole body are soaked in the deep sea... The warming sun shinning over my skin, i am falling in love with that feeling... hope to go for more water sports!

Tried the horse riding, the secured feeling of being literally carried around by the strong moving horse, i can feel it's strong muscle as it moves, the view from the top makes me feel.. superior. Also tried the paint ball combat and archery which really left my muscle aching but really fun. I love playing in groups, the team spirits, knowing that we are all scorched under the sun together, yet enjoying the game together, feels good.

What i really like is the nature beauty of the place, the beautiful scenery, fresh air and certainly not forgetting the delicious delicacy. Abundance tasty seafood and at a very low price.

I especially love the scenery, coz i love to take picture of the sky...

Ended the day at shopping mall in JB, is it call the Jarico? lol.. can't remember, just follow the car whereva they go...

will love to travel more if i have the ability and chance to...

Love,
Winnie
God is good.

A different route

2009-11-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

Year 2010 is going to be a new phrase for my life. Dunno y I kept feeling that way. Since i'll get out the clutch of my BBA course. Finally... i'm graduating soon. it's really like a long wait for 3 years... Beginning it seriously felt like time has sped it's way, due to the excitement i have towards the school, getting a degree.. unfortunately... that excitement did not last, especially when the reality come staggering down physically, in my mind which really affect me emotionally... The dry and boring modules to go through, the mandate lessons over lessons, repeating the same thing.. Sometimes meeting great teacher who will bring us out for dinner really spur up the day... but the worse of all, is to have to go through a long hectic fight in work during the day, and then to have to meet with self dignified lecturer that totally end the day feeling drained out....

Thankfully, when i reached home, all that unpleasant feelings always seems to lost their way perhaps during my way back home. haha.. sound kinda creepy.. think i'm starting to feel cranky now... better go sleep as i needa wake up like SUPER early for my first nearby trip before 2009 ends... a visit to Port Dickson...

Water sports here i come! :D

i kinda need the break...

Love,
Winnie

Jesus is a good God

Angela Zhang's new album

2009-11-27T00:39:00.001+08:00

When i first heard the songs in Angela's latest album, i was like, oh my, the songs aren't exactly the same kind of feel as from her past album.. And seriously it didn't catch my attention... I even commented to Xinyi that the songs aren't attractive..

But whoo... who knows, after a few rounds of listening, it felt like drinking tea, the fragrant just emerge! And seriously, the tune of the song, the lyrics of the song really captivate me for a while...

My favorite top 3 songs from the album:

Oh man i love this song... so beautiful... She is beautiful, the lyrics of the song seems sadly beautiful too... And she is certainly gorgeous!

Full song:

Angela張韶涵-偶爾MV

Angela張韶涵-第五季

Angela張韶涵-白白的MV

blogging now a days..

2009-10-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

Hi to the world! Have not been faithfully updating my blog since dunno when. When my colleague asked me about it... Ever since the invention of faster and more dynamic online application such as face book and twitter, It's easier to forget about my blog! Not even to mention the excitement i had towards friendster donkey years ago. (even though it started with such slow connection)
hmmm anyway, i wrote this using my mobile while on my way home from my half day leave. Absolutely amazed at and hooked to the convenience that technology had brought so far. Sigh. Gonna go home and work on my assignment): So dead... Totally.... I enjoy half day leave although many prefer a full day because i felt i haven wasted my half day by sleeping it off. Though sleeping is my favorite pass time *blush... I'll still feel like I've wasted my day when i wake up late... Alright, thumbs off here.. Reaching home soon! Glad my dad is better now, hope he won't anyhow self medicate anymore. Sigh...
Believe i'll updat.e more often, after i change to a better phone... *evil grin

a relax holiday

2009-07-29T10:15:00.000+08:00

Strolling down the 'streets of the city', after having a fulfilling mac big breakfast. (have not eaten that for a long time..) almost all shops are dark and suddenly it seems like the loneliness had taken over the usual lively city. No where to hid, too early to catch a movie, too late to catch one, since gonna go back to work in few hours time. Sitting on the cute blue wave, taking time to slow down my pace just to escape from the stressful and fast pace work environment. Is that all a morning can go to? Feel regretful for the time lost, yet grateful i'm not just in my dreamland. Because that would meant less worthiness of the time.
i enjoy spending a little time stepping out of 'me and my life', simply to just observe quietly on the surrounding... Looking at the people and wonder what's on their mind. Some, who's earnestly preparing for the opening of their shop, doing cleaning, setting up, some, simply passer bys, rushing to their next destination, some simply waiting for time to pass, just like me?
just plug on some mp3 to convince ourselves that we're not lonely. Is that how some people think too? To me, a relax holiday simply means to quiet down my heart and think.

2009-07-22T13:32:00.000+08:00

testing using my phone. Lunch time.. Had bread today.. Hmmm must clear my bread, ham and cheese before they expire. Which is tmr. Haha... Maybe i'll sign up the data plan for my phone.. Hmmm... Oki, back to work le! *kyo mo ganbarimasu ne.

little tag

2009-07-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

Ha lo ah...

have not been updating my blog for the longest time... too busy with my restaurant.. haha... although i hope it's real~ having a virtual restuarant seems to delight me for the time being~* (restaurant city in facebook~*) finally settled down in this new company.. although the workload seems heavy at first, finally getting used to it.. and time passes quickly too... gonna go back on track, continue with my exercise! oh ya! i have a new buddy, call hong dou aka ang dao~ haha.. he is trust worthy and let me escape a little at times when i'm stressed out... will take a photo of him and post it the next time! Tat's all folks, gonna catch some beauty sleep~ yawn~*

Love,
niniko

working at canon!

2009-02-03T00:35:00.000+08:00

testing, testing!

hehe... have started working in this new company at canon! New environment, new rules, new ball game. so far, everything is still at the starting stage, lots of training and stuff. But i do like the culture, atmosphere and people around. They have this "morning greeting" culture, where people will be routined to greet everyone around in the building, all 4 levels at one go. Had the chance to do that on the 4th day of work! haha... (usually it will interval about few months before it will be your turn) really interesting to see how people will all stand up the moment we enter the department, to simply just smile and greet back. It's a refreshing feeling too, a good start of the day. :) And the main culture (which was emphasized like so many times, that is to be PUNCTUAL! T_T which is really a good training ground for me. Thank God He really place me there.... i have no escape this time. haha... since we have to scan our staff card to lock in the time. Even 1 minute is consider late.

what i especially like about there is the alarm bell! lol.. which is very much like a short radio annoucement thingy... with music and a lady's voice greeting, during the morning, lunch break, after break and end of the day. Feels like a school. So it is still kinda fun. :D

oh ya! 刚刚发现我的电脑其实可以写话语哦！哈哈。。。好久没有像这样，绞尽脑汁，用我的汉语拼音了！我不要让我所学过的白费。加油！真的花了很多时间来写这段。。。明天再来吧！晚安！

薇妮love!

可爱的小仙gal... (dunno how to han yu ping ying for the "gal" via laptop. :c)

Merry Christmas to all my friends!

2008-12-24T05:21:00.000+08:00

Hi all! Merry Christmas!

just return back home from church, now although it's morning 5am+, i feel so awake. Such a fulfilling feeling which I've not felt for a long time. Was doing Christmas decoration and setting up a Christmas tree just now. Never knew that a Christmas tree some how became a mountain for me and Jie Xin to conquer! It was almost like a jigsaw puzzle, having to assemble the various parts together, then realised we did it upside down. (After uncle Goh's sharp eyes and experience!) lolz.. T_T but it was a good experience, having to go through the process of building up a Christmas tree, from setting up all the way to the cordination of star and lightnings, and then finally decorating the tree with the pretty ornaments. But most of all, although feeling a little worn out, i had a little rest in the artist room.

And it just really hit me... indeed one day in the house of God is better than thousand days in the world. Having able to sleep in church, although i was just lying on the chairs for an hour, i was somehow very much refreshed. And i could laterally feel the presence of God was there. I believe that is the reason why i'm still so energetic now. *laugh....

but it is the feeling that i received, it's like finally, ever since our church moved to Paya lebar from FTMS house, some how today just gave me a deeper understanding, that this is indeed my home. I felt so grateful, indeed, I can never outgive God. It seems like i'm serving Him in the House of God, yet at the end of the day, i received so much back in return. I really thank God for reminding me the feeling once again. It is so precious, something from God that can never be replace or taken away. God is indeed a good God. If i didn't know Him, i wouldn't know where i will be now....

Anyway, Christmas service is going to be so exciting! I'm really hoping to bring every single of my friends to come and experience it together with me. :D
it is far more exciting then celebrating in party in pub... nothing beats a service that leaves us with an explosive after taste, when we just receive with a pure heart...

Because of You, i'm beginning to like myself, my life alittle bit more...
How precious is Your Name... Jesus...

Doll of the day

2008-12-22T15:51:00.000+08:00

hehe.. cutie of the day! i enjoy dolling up! heh heh.. in the future, i will sure have a daughter where i can doll her up! :D

work place

2008-12-22T15:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm... now in the whole office, i'm the only one left!!! but i can't go off! Coz i have t-con later at 430pm... coz that is when Germany starts working... *hurmp!

now doing some ad-hoc stuff and chatting with my colleagues... My favorite pals are those gals in the photo below... and one of them name Fion,(the one who is laughing with me de... candid shot :D) gave me a nickname "小猪猪"
tsk tsk tsk... so bad... lolz.. but i kinda agree though... eat, sleep, play... i enjoy 小猪猪's lifestyle. :p

bleah... toking nonsense now.... T_T

Enjoying the last few days at Qimonda~*
Niniko

Doll up!

2008-12-06T12:56:00.000+08:00

I found this cute website where we can dress up the pretty doll.
Very much like wat i used to play when i was still a child, only difference it was in paper form. :)

Last month

2008-12-04T15:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm,

now in office... and its a rainy season! Feel so sleepy with such weather.
going to really enjoy the last month of working in Qimonda. :)

Thank God for the job he has blessed me with. i really learnt alot here... and am looking forward to the new job, believe God has great plans ahead... :)
He never fails when we ask. God is really good.

Going to sign the contract tml, although it is going to be fresh new culture, since this new job i'm going is a japanese company. i'm going to really enjoy the current german culture i'm in...

Games to relax for all! under my favorite corner :)

Praise to God
You unfailing <3

Last day for Alander

2008-11-18T15:54:00.000+08:00

My only colleague besides my 2 bosses left the company on last friday. Although normally she may be very noisy, but without her around, it seems much more quiet...

The gals that i usually hang out with!

Gonna find a new job soon, hope to start work in January.

kbox

2008-11-02T04:50:00.000+08:00

hehe...
now i'm at k box! lolz... had a great service in church today, after that we celebrate Halloween, the first time we celebrate halloween, and this time the theme is Celestial! :D

All the gals including Yoko all dress ourselves up as angels and fairies.. haha.. Going to post up the picture as soon as i got it from my friends!
sing till no voice le~~~* :D

Talking abt pix, there is this new pix webby that allows us to post interesting pix!

Shin bi jan.. sarangheyo...

2008-11-01T02:00:00.000+08:00

Cute little gal!

2008-11-01T01:36:00.000+08:00

My favorite kawaii gal! A great actor as a kid~*

Games!

2008-10-20T15:36:00.000+08:00

study hard, play hard!
hmmm... Just heard from my boss regarding the flow of the company... sigh... it doesn't look so good, but still i got to work hard, study hard and play hard!
Gonna start looking for jobs opportunities lou...

Study!

2008-10-20T15:33:00.001+08:00

This season started on my advance management course. my teacher is again a german.
Seems to always meet with germans... Well, he is a nice teacher, very strong in his views.. sometimes realised it is really different in terms of culture. At my age, they are already married with kids and had already traveled to many countries and seen many things.... sometimes how i wish i could do that, going around exploring... :D

Which blood type are you? - 3PM appointment

2008-10-20T15:30:00.000+08:00

haha.. it's a blood test season! :D

Which blood type are you? X

2008-10-17T15:07:00.001+08:00

Which blood type are you? XI

2008-10-17T15:06:00.001+08:00

Which blood type are you? VII

2008-10-17T15:05:00.000+08:00

Which blood type are you? VI

2008-10-17T15:04:00.000+08:00

Which blood type are you? V

2008-10-17T14:39:00.000+08:00

Which blood type are you? IV

2008-10-17T14:34:00.000+08:00

Which blood type are you? III

2008-10-17T14:33:00.000+08:00

Which blood type are you? II

2008-10-17T14:32:00.001+08:00

Which blood type are you?

2008-10-17T14:27:00.000+08:00

this is so cute! :D

My beautiful ah ma....

2008-10-16T23:45:00.001+08:00

Today i went for Pastor Lia's mum, Pastor ma's (that is what people usually call her) crematory service, this is the first time i attended a Christian crematory session. It felt so different from the past that I've been to. I could felt God's presence and comfort at the moment when the pastor prayed and during worship to God.
God is really amazing, He has once again show His faithfulness at the very last end of ah ma's life, bringing impact to every single one who was there.

Pastor ma, 75 this year, finally went back to heaven on last Saturday at 1028pm. In her whole life time, she really impacted many people's life. Despite knowing God only when she's 40 years old. Being illiterate, she strive to know God's word, and she love it even till the very end. She could memorize many verses from the bible, by sheer determination and diligence, she would draw images on the side in order to remember the individual word. And her love for others, she always carry a heart for her friends and people she sees, like an auntie sweeping floor, she would try her best to bring them to church, wanting them to experience the love of God.

I will never forget how many a times i was encouraged by her strong faith and joy, especially during the times, a few years back, where she found out she had contracted lung cancer. Still she put her faith and trust in God. During the period of going through chemotherapy, she would pray and worship God with much faith. And how God would show her visions after visions, of angels, giving her much comfort, really inspires many people.

This really reassured me much, that our God knowing us, never fail to touch us via different means.

And indeed God is faithful, she was healed and even glorified God's name during her therapy sessions. Where she may be at her old age, she is strong in her spirit, she had undergo 2 therapy sessions where people who are much younger were unable to take it. And she would always smile with light beaming from her eyes, telling the doctor: 感谢主! ("All glory goes to God!")

She could memorize the whole of Mark from chapter 16-15:19 >>
15 耶稣对他们说：你们往普天下去，传福音给万民听。

16 信而受洗的，必然得救；不信的，必被定罪。

17 信的人必有神迹随着他们，就是奉我的名赶鬼；说新方言；

18 手能拿蛇；若喝了甚麽毒物，也必不受害；手按病人，病人就必好了。

And He said to them, “Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature. 16 He who believes and is baptized will be saved; but he who does not believe will be condemned. 17 And these signs will follow those who believe: In My name they will cast out demons; they will speak with new tongues; 18 they[a] will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover.”

When i look at her life, it is so clear that God is real, and God is a loving God. The bible says clearly, we can lose everything we have in life, but the word of God will be in our heart. Even though, due to the effects of chemotherapy, Ah ma slowly loses her memory, she could not remember me clearly, but when we recite the verse to her, she could still remember word by word, following them closely!

*(Matthew 4:4)
4But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeding out of the mouth of God.

i believe i will be able to see ah ma again, but before that.. i will miss her... Thank you for teaching me how to love...

sick day!

2008-09-25T13:37:00.001+08:00

Was sick these 2 days! whmooo whmooo.... slept the whole day....

fount out a new blog that is so cute! i'm currently a fan under this blog!
http://blog.sina.com.cn

from there, i found out that, there is this artist who took pic every single day before he passed away, and this is the pix that he took on my birthday:

his link is:
http://photooftheday.hughcrawford.com/

:)
that's all for today!
Niniko

Updates***

2008-09-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hihi,

haha.. gonna come in here once in a while to maintain this.. hehehe.. latest update, just ended my Corporate Law examination today! (*looking at the time..) yesterday! *pray hard... and here comes my next module... :D hmmm... oh ya, Juana is coming back on coming Monday! :D Finally! Nothing beats the scent of HOME! And to be soak in the presence of God! \(^0^)/

Hmmm, if i have a chance to go overseas for 3 months, i believe i would have felt home sick in the first week there too! :) oh ya, talking about overseas, after sending Bryan back, Grismond will be going back tml too!

Sometimes i would wonder and imagine it to be great experiences to go overseas; like to observe the differences, in culture, people, surroundings and so much more... when we step out, then we realised how small we've lived our life.... perhaps it is a feeling of differences that really dragged us out from our comfort zone, from there realised how much we have took things for granted... and how easy that can be, i realised, especially for myself... :'c

Thus, it seems like, i find it especially hard to tolerate the mundane... sigh... always looking out of different things, experiences..
o(\_/)o i believe there must be a balance! just that currently, i'm still being flipped either to the left or to the right... going to the extreme. Till i find my spot in the middle, will i really be able to balance myself...

Balancing...
Winnie

Genesis of a genius

2008-07-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

It feels really awesome to be able to sing for God again.
A great privilege and blessing...

God is indeed faithful, i thank God for giving me a great church to be in, with great Pastors and leaders that cares and constantly bring us closer to God. Indeed, the vision will not tarry, it will come to past, and how true, without vision, man dies...

Today Pastor preached about the Genesis of a genius. Once again felt impacted and was reminded again the importance to keep on learning. And the importance of having a largeness of heart. Wow... how true it is, God can make all things possible, the limitation is only when we think we cannot...

"Education starts when we go to school, learning start from the day we are born. Education ends when we end our school, learning ends only on the day we no longer exist..."

In fact, we may still continue learning in heaven. :D

God of healing...
Love,
Winnie

Praise God forever :D

2008-06-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

"Write the vision, and make it plain on tablets, that he may run who reads it. For the vision is yet for an appointed time; But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie. Though it tarries, wait for it; Because it will surely come, it will not tarry." (Habakkuk 2:2-3)

*Scribble~* I want to write songs... songs that people will worship & praise God with.

******Your Presence*******

Only Your Presence bring comfort to my soul
In Your Presence i felt a great relieve to my soul
Only Your Presence bring peace to my spirit
In Your Presence i'm free, my tears fall so naturally
Without fears hidden in me, i want to dwell in Your great love

Oh God, how merciful You are
So Holy and righteous, revealing Yourself to me, day by day
Oh God, how good You are
So faithful and true, showing Your kindness to me, day by day

Hallelujah to the King of kings, Lord of lords
You are the Christ, Son of the Holy One

Written: 17 June 2008

My God is a great God. So great, like a light that is too bright for man's eyes to see... Praise Him forever.

The wedding dinner***

2008-06-15T02:03:00.001+08:00

Just attended the first wedding dinner of my secondary school mate! - Yeow Guang!
HAPPY MARRIAGE!
Felt really really happy for him! The dinner was held at Raffles Town Club. There were many people who attended his wedding, besides the family members, there were mostly his church friends from CHC. Pastor Derek Dunn prayed for him and the couple exchanged marriage vow and rings. The atmosphere was really romantic and i like the way the whole place was decorated, with red roses and floating candles. The food are very delicious too! *slurp... :D~

**Thanks to Qi for the photos and got the photos from Lan's blog too! xD

Took a photo with my sec classmates before the dinner began..

me, lan and min.

me and Zilan

The tradition photo -taking of having the couple and family to come over to take a photo with every table... *whow... tiring... yet it is indeed indispensable as it is definitely memorable.

All the secondary sch mates who attended! :D really enjoyed the gathering... ya ya i know i need to jian fei! X~<

What's the next challenge?

2008-06-15T01:38:00.000+08:00

Hi all!

hee... come in once in a while as usual to update, although each time i will convince myself to try to update it everyday. But still... realised there are just too many things that would happen in just a day! But will update it more frequently AMSP (as much as possible). :)

Just last week, had a taste of having terrible runny nose... caught the flu virus... Felt so weak and had 2 days MC. Despite the 2nd day was supposed to be my 1st day of reporting to new department in my work place.

But still, managed to clear most of my stuff and reload every belongs down to the new environment. I really thank God for what i have right now. I know very well that having the job itself was a miracle. with the little probability of me being able to work there, i was still chosen out of the 10 candidates. (told to me by Sebastian =p)

Just 2 weeks back i was told from my boss that i will be transfer to another department. Initially i felt quite shocked and really down... What?! to shift to another department after my conversion to a perm position for less than 6 months? While despite all the struggles i had during these period of time and while i had began to fell in love with what i was doing.

Yet, i was definitely the most fortunate as compared to those who were affected by the 10% reduction "exercise". (To be short, retrenchment) I am definitely blessed by God's grace. Although what lies ahead are somehow fear that grasp hold of me.. having to face new environment, new people, new job scope...

But Pastors had taught me that with fear there cannot be any co-existence of faith.
Without faith, it is impossible to please God... Thus i really felt that God allows this to happen so that i can walk out from my comfort zone to a whole new experience with opportunities to grow. After all, that is an important thing that God cares very much - My character growth.

I can never thank God enough for His faithfulness and goodness... I have to learn to adopt a new mentality of having to see things differently... with faith.

Instead of having the "God i pray that everything will go on smoothly without any problem...", i have learn to ask God... "God, what are the challenges that awaits for me? Please give me strength and wisdom to go through it."

Winnie fighting!!!

1st year graduation at PGSM

2008-03-17T01:15:00.000+08:00

Finally, i've completed my first year in PGSM! Yeah! lolz.. i'm a double diploma holder now. lolz... 1 down, 2 more years to go!(>_<)o

Updates :)

2008-03-17T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hi all!

Have not been blogging since donkey years!
Ever since started out as a perm staff, things really change very much. Instead of the bed of roses that i used to have, now i'm force to work under time line. Since i have to ensure shipment dropped on time, enough stock to supply for certain memory products. Initially felt really stressed up, yet i know this is a great training ground for me to be more administrative. God had indeed bless me with a great job and also opportunity. I cannot explain, but yet i know it's God who engineered this. Yet, having to cope with the current work load and at the same time study, i really gonna be sronger, else i can't breath. But i know i will cope with it somehow, with God all things are possible. Compare to my Pastors and leaders, what i'm doing is simply nothing. Thus i will overcome! :D

My church had just gone through a great seminar about The End Times... Felt really impacted by what i learnt. Was really mind blowing for me, yet a good fear set in my heart too. Before the Day of the Lord, there will be something call the Great Tribulation. This is something i really gonna prepare my heart with. I never ever want to give up my rights and God. Thus i got to be real stronger before all these things happen.

Without vision, men perish. I really got to seriously think about my future and about what i really want in life.

Love,
Winnie

Bloggy

2007-12-13T02:19:00.000+08:00

hi all! i'm back to my blog again! THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD! LOLZ...

I love dancing, altot haven been doing that for years. BUT LOOK BELOW! That's skill man!

This lady is super cool!

& this!!

STILL, i like this the best...
Altot lesser skills, but i prefer a gal and a guy's coordination! :D

How Great is our God

2007-11-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

Hi all!

haha... i'm here to update again! I finally did what i wanted to do very much! Heard about how when we go to the statellite online, and search for the red sea, we will still be able to see the trace of the line where Moses parted the sea! AND I WAS ASTONISHED!

Before looking at the line, this is an awesome video that really touches my heart!

This is the line!!!! :D

And also, i've heard about how people had found dead bodies and great numbers of remainings which they believe to have been the bodies of the paraoh and troops who went after Moses and the people of Egypt.

At the same time! A suggestion from May Thong, to see the Pyramid! And i felt so so blessed!!!! At the same time, how GREAT is our God.

It is really a privilege to have a great big God. God is the same yesterday, today and forever.

How Great is our God
Sing with me
How Great is our God
All will sing
How Great
How Great
is our God

Sing sing sing

2007-11-16T19:28:00.000+08:00

Went to visit the vocal specialist a few days ago, which cost me a bomb. hahaha... But it's a good experience as it is the first time that i visit a "specialist".

Finally, i'm putting something into action. Something that should have been done long ago. Ever since i started singing in church 3 years ago, it was like i've finally found something that i really love doing. God is truly truly good, giving me chances to do things that i never thought was possible. I learnt the most during these period in church, time really flies, before i realised, i've been a Christian for more than 3 years. I've learn so much... precious values in life that can never be bought. And most importantly, having to know my God more and more each day.

*"For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal." (2 Corinthians 4:17-18)

Due to my wrong techniques in singing, i've hurt my vocal badly, and due to that i've paid it with a great price - The lost of quality in my voice and worse of all, losing my voice whenever i sing. The feeling is painful, because singing is something i really love doing. I've never have definite preferences and things that i love in my life, but singing is definitely something i know i want to do and i love doing.

Ever since the first time i sang for God, i told God, that i will sing for Him for the rest of my life. I simply fell in love in the picture of people worshipping God, with all their hearts, all their soul, all their mights and all their strength.

Thus losing my voice and unable to sing for God is something that i cannot imagine.

I was worried during the wait before the doctor did a thorough check on me (by inserting a tube through my nostril.) At that point, i could not help but started to feel really awful, with thoughts coming into my mind on what will happen. "Do i need a surgery? I certainly will not do it." "What if the doctor ask me not to sing anymore?"

Thus, at that point of time, i began seeking God and asking Him to give me peace and strength. Then i decided that no matter what happen, i trust in Him. And indeed, when i know that i do not need to undergo any surgery, i felt really relieved. God is indeed good, He will never give us something that we cannot take it. Having to see what's within my nose, the sinus infection and own vocal cord vibrating as the doctor asked me to project an "eeee" was truly entertaining. lolz...

After the check, the doctor told me that i have nodules grown in my vocal cord. Thankfully it's only at the beginning stage, thus no surgery was needed. Hallelujah!
I will only need to go through something call speech therapy...

I'm in the midst of considering whether i should go. I've just started working, and going for the treatments will only meant more MCs and also another bomb in my finance.

I like what i'm doing now. Perhaps it's the feeling of slowly being force to be discipline. Being consistent in something takes a lot of effort and will, and sadly, it is something i find it especially hard to do. Thus i want to conquer it. I like the feeling of having to earn money with what i've worked hard for, and after all the trainings i've went through in my job. I really hope to continue. After all, it's a job that God had bless me with - at the point in my life that even when i was feeling like i was at the valley, He gave me hope.

I will put my trust in God as He leads me. I know He will give me what He thinks is best for me. I believe i will be healed, and it will happen very soon. By then, i will be able to be a plus, and add to the worship team and bring more people to knowing God in this intimate way.

You are my Secret place
**********************************
When i am lost, You find me
When i'm in need, You sheltered me
Living beneath the shelter of Your wings
My heart's safe.
**********************************

The angel of the Lord...

2007-11-12T03:08:00.000+08:00

What am i doing at this middle of the night?

Haha feeling very refreshed after listening to a song sent to me by Joyce. It's really a great song!

Before listening to it, wanna update about this week's service! IT WAS AWESOME!

The thick presence of GOD! During yesterday's service, something really phenomenal happened! It was unbelievable, yet all things are indeed possible through Christ.

Was on for worship team O2 for the first time after a long rest since moving over from Dhoby Ghaut. As we were worshipping God with the song "Jesus", i heard vividly a voice singing while everyone was putting their focus on God, worshipping Him. At that point of time, i was wondering in my heart, "WOW someone was singing for God at this point, way to go!" I mean, it was such boldness to continue singing while everyone was quieten down. And to my amazment that voice start to even lead the congregation into started singing.

It then became a humming to the tune, and it lasted throughout the whole service. In my heart i felt a great peace and the the sermon preached by Pastor Lia was so powerful!

After the whole service, many people heard the same voice as i do. And to our amazement, it was in the recording. Because, recording can only be made while it is throught the microphone that we hold. And at that point of time, all the BVs (Backup Vocalist) mic were muted! And the sound person also realised that that voice does not have any frequency at all!

It blew our mind away and we concluded that the service was so powerful that an angel came along to sing and worship God together with us!

This is really a milestone for Heart of God Church that such a miracle happened. Praise God for who He is.

11 But the angel of the LORD called out to him from heaven, "Abraham! Abraham!"
"Here I am," he replied. (Genesis 22:11)

I hope to be able to say "Here i am God" When God call my name.

This is the beautiful song that Joyce sent to me.

Who You are to me, who i am to You,
I praise You for who You are, Your character
and Your faithfulness towards me. I praise You God,
I want to praise You with all my heart, with all my
mind, and with all my soul and all my strength. Amen.
Winnie

Update***

2007-11-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

Hi all!

Finally after such a long time that i'm in here to blog again! This is going to be real quick one too! lolz...

Just came back from bamtam trip with my company. Suppose to be a 4 days trip, but Cindy, Sebastian, Tina and myself join later for the last 2 days instead. Since i have Law exam on saturday and i don't want to miss any church service too! :D

On friday, we had our G zone camp in church! lolz... who say we can't have camp during exams! lolz... really studied this time round, since i realised i'm realli interested in law! God is a judge! :D Studied all the way till morning 5am! This is reali the first time in my life that i studied something so seriously. lolz.. if i have a chance to further study in law, i believe i would take it! *grin anyway, it's great to discover what i really like. Slowly one by one, conquering the things that initially i feel impossible. God is a faithful God! I believe He will show me more on where to flow to!

Pastors always want us to discover our strength and work on it. And i really thank Pastors for giving us lots of opportunities to do things in all areas and find out what we are really good at. Pastor How preached about using church to build people, and not using people to build church, or even using people to build anything.

I'm really grateful that we have a great church, with great Pastors who love us and care about us! We are going towards our UPSIZE 700! We will definitely breakthrough!

I realised my new module, accounting is interesting too! lolz.. something that i don't have to memorize is always interesting! Gonna really work on my studies, it is really God's grace that i'm able to be where i am today, thus i must really treasure it!

Waiting for all the photos to come! and i will update it again! Whoever you are, thanks for reading! :D

Love all,
Winnie

BUSINESS LAW

2007-09-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

Just ended my first lesson on Business law!

Initially i was very afraid of it, as law can be really dry and boring. Plus, i simply do not like lots of words, something i'm still trying to overcome. To read and memorise is a challenge to me, but i will overcome!

To my amazement, my new lecturer is a really pretty lady plus she is so charismatic. She is practically like my economic's lecturer Patrick! Presenting law in the most interesting and practical way for us to understand. It is really a blessing to have another lecturer like that.

I believe i'm going to love study law! God is really amazing, i found out that she is also a Christian and God really gives us the best lecturers that we can get. Studying PGSM is really the best choice i've made besides giving my life to Jesus. ^_^

Today my new lecturer Sarah, encourages us to speak up, since the Singapore education culture seems to be a "ask questions head down" thing... lolz... She shared that the children in France will be so eager to participate in class and even without the answer! Because instead of focusing on being afraid to be ridicule by the others if they got the wrong answer, they simply just want to participate!

That is seriously a cultural shock for her, but at the same time, something that we Singaporeans are losing out. She also shared that there was once her lecturer made a statement that goes: "You must have an opinion because you are a human being. Human are capable of making independent decisions." she then question us what do we want to achieve in 3 years time and the reason we are studying this degree course. Because she says that it is very important to know why we do the things we do, and to have plans in our lives. That is really so like what Pastors have taught us! To be confident, competent and successful in this society.

I will seriously get impacted and inspired each time when i get to talk to people like that. People who are full of confident and are purposeful in life. Like what Pastor Lia have shared, when we are with BIG people, though we may feel small or even intimidated at times, and perhaps uncomfortable, in a good way, it is actually an alert and reflection for us to move up another level, to be a person with a bigger heart.

Thus i'm really excited and forward looking for the next lesson and the PROCESS of studying in PGSM, because we have great lecturers who care, great atmosphere and inspiring motivation! Praise God!

Enter into the society, to be a generation of relevant and competent people who are holy for God.

Love God, Love People, Love Life,
Winnie

Malacca Trip

2007-09-20T01:02:00.000+08:00

Went Malacca yesterday with my company!

Come to think of it, it's really my first time there. Never knew that visiting Qimonda's company there can be quite tiring too. The interesting part was as we were going through the different section of the process of memory chip/modules creations, we were required to wear a suit that looks like tat--->

BTW tat's not me. lolz.. was interesting to see how the whole memory chip are being made from process wafer all the way to the finished product.

But the traveling time took us a total of 6 hours back and fore... Thank God i was given the ability to sleep anywhere i am.. lolz.....

Gonna prepare for another training session tml... i better sleep soon! >_<

Love,
Winnie

Gris back to Manchester!

2007-09-20T00:55:00.000+08:00

Halo!

"Stole" some pics from gris's blog! He's finally back to Manchester, hope to see him back real soon.

*****That's Gris! Last photo taken before he left******

******E5********

********The whole group of us at the airport**********

BZ week!

2007-09-15T00:52:00.000+08:00

This two weeks are going to be real BZ! BZBZBZBZBZ... Lol... Besides my normal night classes after work on every monday, wednesday and saturday morning, the rest of the days are totally fill with worship team rehearsals! And that usually ends at around 11pm.

But i really feel very excited to be able to sing in my new church, at the same time, feeling stress too, and fear, which is a good fear. Because besides worrying about the technical parts, singing technique etc... I have to also care about the image on stage, whether i'm adding on to the team and not be too self-conscious. I need to increase power to focus! But out of all, the most important factor is God. Thus i gonna need to expand and grow spiritually, so that i can really bring people to praise and worship God. But the thought of it never fail to make me feel challenged and excited. I guess that is what God created in me, and i will treasure the feeling of this. And the fact is faith leaks. The feeling of having low faith is really horrible. INCREASE the hunger for GOD!

I will also be unable to do flowers decoration this 2 weeks! Went to peep at the flowers decoration done by Joyce just now after my prac, goodness it looks truly gorgeous! The anointing from Alicia really flows down! I guess i must really spend more time "studying" flowers to really improve in my flowers and especially color combination. Joined Skype! Remember i used to have it before, but didn't touch it very much. haha... when i have time, i will explore around. Gonna go sleep! :D

I LOVE FLOWERS! I LOVE SINGING! I LOVE GOD!
Winnie

Airport Airport Airport!

2007-09-11T13:56:00.000+08:00

hihi,

Send Pastors off to Sweden on Sunday, what a big group we were at the airport! lolz.. seems like a group of fans chasing over stars. But of course, our "stars" are more worthy. They are the man and woman of God! I believe Nordic conference is going to be real exciting! XD Will really miss them, 10 days are really long...

didn't go to work yesterday... bodyache and slept so much! After taken the medicine, felt super drowsy and lethargic. :< in the end, didn't study very much... During the test, nearly gave up. Thank God it's all MCQ, else i would just leave it blank... Handed in early and my teacher commented "Wa... smart gal ar.." in my heart, i was thinking, just don't look at my answer. Sigh... Felt like i've let him down... hope that he won't feel very disappointed...

Anyway, rushed down to the airport with the rest to send Garrett and some of the leaders off to Sweden. How good! Hope i will have a chance to visit there one day.

But on our way there, as we were rather a big group, naturally with the talking, it sounded quite loud... And who knows, there was this weird uncle, dunno due to what kind of manifestation, shouted at us to lower down our volume. Oh man.. wat a scene. I mean, he could have been more polite. It's like the pot calling the kettle black. (btw, we were definitely pure white..) And the worse of all, he actually knock onto Vanx just to get our attention. The more i think about it, the angrier i am! I mean, some kinda manner he have? Just because we are younger than him does not give him any right to treat us this way. God says, do not despise your youth.. Well, the world are like that, always treating the youth like kids. That really made us evaluate and praise God for our Pastors for showing us what it meant by the love for youth.

Pastors really showed us respect and love beyond what the normal adults would think of youth. Sigh.. there are so many youths in this world, because of the death words given by their parents, or some adults, all that killed and robbed of their dreams. The fact is that only when we were younger, we dream bigger because we do not have much restriction and thus not boxed in. It's great to know that young people can do much more.

Come to think of it, we've been going to airport these few days! :D This coming saturday i'm going there again! Gris is going back to UK. :( think we will all really miss him. It is always different when we are away from our hometown... with our friends here and the thought of missing service here? I would cry... Well, wish him all the best and hope to see him back real soon.

Be Big, Think Big, Dream Big,
Winnie

Daytona Big Day!

2007-09-02T01:24:00.000+08:00

Just ended the first final for Daytona competition today! It was really fun and exciting! I can't explain the excitement i felt, it is as if it is still buzzing in my head now.. lolz....... From the top 36 finalist all the way to the top 5, the whole auditorium was filled with cheers and blast of music from the continuous competition. And i must say, they are really great players! And I LOVE DAYTONA! *~Winnie screams with excitement!~* It's the only car racing game that i play when i visit any arcade! haha... Finally, Roy Yu won away the PSP! He is my new Daytona idol! Lolz... not idol in that manner, but he is very skillful and indeed deserve the reward!

After the whole event, E5 queued up together to compete with one other, haha.. and really had lots of fun cracking IQ questions and jokes during the wait! Haha... It is really awesome to hang out like that with each other. Had a great meal and fellowship at Mac after that.

But... As i was on my way home, i grasped for air when i realised i've totally forgotten about the appointment that i was suppose to go after service! (You should have look at the expression of the lady sitting right besides me, she must be thinking that i got asthmatic attack or something.) I've forgotten that i was suppose to meet up the rest to celebrate Delwin's birthday!!! I promised him that i'll call as soon as i finish my stuff. X~c Called him immediately to apologise! Felt super duper bad. No wonder i felt something amissed, as if i've forgotten something important. lolz.. arggh...

I'M REALLY SORRY DELWIN!!! :~c

But still, i really had a great time today! Pastor How's sermon was super powerful!!~** Really felt so ministered! He spoke about the generational blessing and curses from God. I really feel i got to go up another level of loving God and fearing God. And most importantly, learning to submit to Him 100%. Think i really have pride and rebellion in me. This verse really impacted me alot...

***For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft,And stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry. Because you have rejected the word of the LORD, He also has rejected you from being king. (1 Samuel 15:22-24)

BREAKTHROUGH!!!
Winnie

Winnie the pooh!

2007-08-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm,

let me introduce to you my little toy in office! Linda bought it for me during her trip to Hong Kong! Thanks gal, i love it a lot! :D

It brings joy to me, especially when i was about to doze off doing all the "copy tree" (haha.. only Cindy and all the MD understand what it really mean) Oh ya! A little add on, you can store sweets inside!!! isn't it awesome! ^_^ And, the blue spec, cup and rabbit ears, it's my little blue tac act again! :D

Today, i finally declared to lose weight! After plucking out the courage to stand on my weighting machine last night. (>_<) nightmare... Grrr... And know what? just right after i declared to lose weight, my boss initiated to bring us to eat the famous "ba cho mee" ARGGG... how could i resist it?!
Worse, after that, he brought us to this convenience store, bought an ice cream for himself, yes, an ice cream. haha... He is really an interesting person. haha.. (Gals out there! Take note! - refer to my previous post!) Then Cindy and I started to "stock up"! haha.. that's the huge cabinet that was given to us which we ended up using it to store all our snacks and goodies. hee...

Sigh, didn't manage to cut down any calories today. BUT, i will cut down on what i eat tomorrow! I promise! But still, thanks Sebastian for his initiative, that really brighten my day overall! Sigh, food somehow just makes me happy.. but still, i have to say good bye to my snacks... :~c

Gopal (my new supervisor) is sick! Hope that he can MAN MAN de take care of himself, rest as much as possible, er.. it is important to rest you know. :D

Tomorrow will be another day to FIGHT! da fats.... X)

As requested my working place:

Some say it looks like a building that is forever in work, because it seems like it is still building in process. lolz.. But whatever it is, i think it looks very nice! :D One day, we will have our own church building! And i believe it will look as chic or even better as this! Weeee~* :D

Love,
Winnie

The "work out" session

2007-08-30T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hi all!

Haven been blogging these few days! Hmmm... perhaps let me start from last saturday! Initially, Juana and me planned for a work out session in the gym together, who knows, when we reach Tampines gym, it was closed! And the fact that it was just 8pm, while it was suppose to close at 10pm! Oh well, frankly speaking, feeling a little leap of joy and relieve (i confess), instead of exercising, we went to try out the sushi restaurant that was located right below the gym! yeyeye... :}

hyehyehye... To my surprise, the restaurant doesn't exactly have the usual ordering system. Instead, it's quite like a buffet style, while the customers will just walk around picking up "dishes" (an ordering stick actually, that looks like an ice cream stick with the dishes name written on it.) after all that, we can just go back to our seats and dump them in a black cup while waiting for the waiters to collect them. They are very efficient too. Interesting, and best of all, the food taste good. I will give *** 1/2* out of 5(*). ^_^

Me and Juana certainly enjoyed ourselves very much, laughing to ourselves that perhaps the rest would be thinking that both of us are working very hard in the gym. Then, Xinyi and the rest came and joined us!

Had a vanilla milk shake while we gals have our chit chat session at TM Macs! (All explains to the increase fats that i'm gaining these days.) ARGHHH... i will lose weight! ya right!

I will!
Winnie

Exciting Weekend!

2007-08-21T02:02:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!

Last week was E Zone's "Kia Si" weekend! Haha.. tat explain all the the plaster that we have all over! Haha.. really enjoyed myself,

beyond the fun and everything, i've learnt so much during the sermon. Pastor Lia preached about making our vision into action! Else it will really be meaningless. Dreams with desire must come with action!

The powerful 3 "Fs"
_____________
__The 3 "Fs"_

*Friends

A man is known by their company they keep. *1 Corinthians 15:33

People like to hang out with people whom they feel comfortable with. But people grow the most when they hang out with people they feel uncomfortable in a good way. = A sign of adjustment needed in our life to grow bigger!

"Be above & not beneath!"

How cool and true.

*Foes
"Pick interesting enemies, for your enemies define you." -Bono from U2

Bono despite being one of the key singer in the band U2, is a man of great vision.

Some thoughts to ponder on:

Who is your enemy?
-> Our enemy defines the size of our world

What do you fight for?
-> The small little things in life? Or the bigger things in life, of much greater values that is worth fighting for?

"Let's plunder hell and populate heaven!" - Reinhard Bonke

***Faith.
Faith defines our future!

*Matthew 16:13-20

Jesus care about our faith. Who do we see Jesus as?
Just a man of God? A personal master?

Where am i now?

*I felt most touched when i see how Jesus name Simon as Peter. How amazing God is, He sees us far ahead before we see ourselves. The plans He have for us.

Faith, Hope, LOVE,
Love God, Love People, Love Life!
Winnie

My Church, my home!

2007-08-21T01:56:00.000+08:00

My New Church!

God has indeed bless us, all the way to this place. God is faithful till the end.

For God so love the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him, shall not perish, but have everlasting life. (John 3:16)

Faith, Hope and LOVE,
Winnie

Awful to be sick

2007-08-14T01:00:00.001+08:00

Hi to those who are reading this!

Today, or rather, yesterday had been a super restless day. Think i was really not feeling so well. Reached office and felt totally restless, cold on the inside and burning on my skin. When i know i dun have appetite to eat, it can only mean that my body is having a silence protest. haha...

sigh.. wanted to go home halfway during work, but my new supervisor suggested that i can save my leave for a full day instead, so that i would not waste it. It's nice of him to let me go to the food court down stair our block to take a break, at the same time hoping that i could get better, else i could chose to go home after that if i still didn't get well. Yes, there was a change of supervisor.

Just last week, after national day, my new supervisor brought the rest of us who ain't on leave, for a little break, (^_^)o I highly recommended the famous Anoid's fried chicken at city plaza.. (hope i spelled correctly.) He brought us there and treated us. :D Found out that he actually had an arranged marriage with his wife! The reason was simply because he wasn't against the idea and also because he was shy to go after gals... I was really surprise! Because i never really believe in arrange marriage. haha.. But still, when his eyes were beaming with blissfulness, i know he must have been happy. :D

Indeed i kinda agreed that relationship is something that requires lots of time and effort. Even normal relationship between one another, friends, family. And, the one that takes up most of the time is between a couple... Since they are going to support each other till the rest of their life. Anyway, seriously i don't think i will ever step into one until i'm ready to take care of myself and others. muahahah...

To me, i find it really true that only when God fill our heart with overflowing love, then we can have abundance to give and bless others with it, and never feel dry and lack of it.

*~Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. (1 Corinthians 13:4-8)~*

Praise Him because He deserves it ALL,
God is LOVE,
Winnie

Makeover by - Prettyalluring

2007-08-10T00:32:00.000+08:00

Went to Maybelline's house yesterday to help post as her make up model! lolz... my first time as a make up model, haha the word model seems cool. But the fact is, it is really not easy. I was on the receiving end, and i already felt tired, haha to imagine how Maybelline would have felt!

Indeed, it takes lots of passion to be able to keep persevere on something. Power follows passion! Very true indeed! :D

But i do enjoy myself, having lots of fun at her house! Haaa.. she also got to know many of my little secrets! lolz.. Thanks Maybelline! :D

Oh i love the results too! :D The power of make over! *wink

Sherlyn's house visitation!

2007-08-07T01:39:00.000+08:00

After the cycling experience,

it was time for my friend's baby's full month's party! Goodness, i arrived like 3 hours later than the expected time. Thus i won the last guest award! *clap clap clap...

haha.. i took a long time selecting gift for the baby gal! This is the first time i buy something for a full month old baby gal! Although i did remember the experience of choosing presents for nana.. But she wasn't exactly that young then.

Anyway, in the end, i got her something that she'll only be able to play with when she grow up alittle more! A bunny VCD that will jolly well gives her a good courtesy foundation and language + entertainment! I love to watch them too! haha.. And i also got a house with color balls inside! So exciting! Even right now, i believe i will still play with it. Oh! Or rather, my best buddy enjoys that too! *wink lol.. (internal joke) haha.. anyway.. that's how the baby looks like!

ta da! - Shannon

haha.. :)

And when i reached there, i got to know another 2 new friends! Both of them are utterly great looking!

Shermaine (2 years old)

Annsel (7 years old)

Aren't they great looking!! Both of them are not just adorable but very smart too! :) Of coz, Rinnah is still the champion, wahahaha.. Annsel gave me a name card that he drew it himself, and i promised that i would keep it so that i will remember his name :) That seriously helped me alot! I just got problem remembering names. But i will overcome that!

At the end of the day, i ended up playing with the 2 of them rather than catching up with my friend. She was busy with the baby too.. lolz..

I was surprised! Annsel took great pictures too! :D

when i look at their lives, deep down in my heart, i somehow see a distinct difference. Beyond environment, family background or languages, the main difference of having to live in an environment full of the presence of God - like Pastors and Rinnah. I suddenly felt a sadness inside, and how i really wish they get to know Jesus soon. Yet i know God loves them so much... I believe one day, or very soon, God will use me as a channel to touch their lives. And they will soon be saved and get to know God! Amen!

Love,
Winnie

East coast outing - photos

2007-08-07T01:26:00.000+08:00

Oh ya,

because i didn't get to take pictures with the rest of the people... (SO SAD.. sobx..) I still manage to take some pix from my phone after that.. haha.. altot most of them have left.. :)

It's my best buddy Xinyi popping in! haha..

Me and "bu lai en" (bryan) :D

Sylvia and me!

Busy finding ways home...

At times like this, i would really have to agree that having a car is essential! It took us so long to get out of the place! :s

But overall, it was good! :) i will gladly go back again for the fun, excitement, beautiful scenery and most importantly fellowship.

Remain Unmovable Towards Him,
Winnie

East coast outing!

2007-08-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

Went east coast park yesterday since it's the few rare sundays that we don't have to attend service. Can't wait to see our new church!!! I'm so excited! :D

Really cycled a lot yesterday, and i meant ALOT. Not exactly because i enjoy very much, but it was because i have to. (-+-+-+-__-+-+-+-) i shall continue the story later.

While i was beginning to enjoy the ride, the feeling of the wind blowing on my face was exhilaratingly, since the whole lot of us decided to meet at bedok jetty, i had a good time riding there. Upon reaching there, i decided to turn back to look for Bekky! haha.. she's the brave one that persevered on with roller skate! I really love to join her, but since i already had a turn on rollar skate the other time, i decided to give a miss this time. The distance from the bike shop to bedok jetty is long man...

Then upon knowing she already reached bedok jetty gave me some time to ride back to the shop where i got myself the new sun glass from. Since i needed to the sunglass as i didn't notice the fault.

Thus, after all that, while i was happily on my way back to look for the rest, i received a call from a stranger telling me that he had found my wallet. GOSH! I didn't even realised i dropped my wallet... (-_-)

Thus thanking God that it's a great honest guy who've picked up my wallet and that somehow my number appears in one of the receipts i carried in my wallet. Riding ahead towards bedok jetty once again to meet him, it took me lots of strength, but who knows! The same old blur me, overshot the exact location for like half a mile. T_T
It took me another some time to ride back to BJ again. Sigh...

After all the cycling.. I thought in my heart, i can finally enjoy myself! YES! But before i realised, i lost my balance and fell right into the drain on the side of the path. There goes my new wallet into the mud water, my heart sinked... haha.. laughing to myself, how silly... but at least i wasn't hurt.

Then after washing up.. I was determined to enjoy myself thus continued my journey back to the bike shop. After roding for sometime.. what now? i realised my new sun glass went missing! Argh! believed i must have dropped it during the fall. Once again, i had to surpass my frustration and turn right back. And that ripped off some more of my precious time. Started my treasure hunting, and after sometime, while i was going to give up, i prayed to God and asked Him to help me to find it! And PRAISE the LORD! The reflection of my sun glass immediately caught my attention! God is really a awesome God! :D

Thus, looking at the time, i began spending the last half an hour enjoying my trip back. Roding past the lake where people does water skiing, Gosh i tell myself i will play with that one day! haha..

What a day, but still, thank God for blessing me with extra energy that comes super handy at times like that.

Love God, Love People, Love Life, love bike *wink
Winnie

Healthy living!?

2007-08-05T02:25:00.000+08:00

It's time for exercising!

Went to Davis's membership club for gym yesterday! But before that, we get to roam around the place, and i saw this really beautiful scenery.. Thank God for the creation!

But it's a little too dark to be seen! but the place really captivates me! haha.. I love seashore! :)

In the gym-
Realised i seriously love running! The running track machine that i use somehow just gives me the motivation to go on. Simply because i get to see the amount of distance i've ran and i was able to set goals on how much longer i should persevere on. haha anyway the real reason behind the running.. i seriously GONNA lose weight! :D And beyond all that, to live a healthy life too! haha.. That's our E5 mission for these few months - healthy living! lolz...

But usually, in order not to puke and die of appendicitis during gym, we would not eat beforehand.. yet, after all the hardwork in gym, we would all spend time together... eating.. lolz.. tat's really a little contradicting, wanting to lose weight, yet eating alot after that..

but of coz, this time round, i managed to control! YEAH.. and when i meant eating alot.. it's for someone who don't really have to care about their weight.. haha.. infact, their vision is to get bigger!!

Ta da... that's him!

Menu of the day: A packet of economic rice with meat, veggie etc.. plus a plate of carrot cake, a bowl of watermelon dessert, plus! 2 chicken drumlet! man this gris can really eat! haha.. you will get bigger real soon! :D and as promised i've post your picture up! :P

me and gris monkeying in his dad's car.. while guess who's the driver? :D

Of coz it has to be her! lolz.. my best buddy Xinyi!

In the end, Xinyi drove us all the way back home! lolz.. :p Thanks gris for his grace! :p

Poor Davis, he fell even more ill, hmmm.. shouldn't have exercise so much when you are sick you know.. Anyway, we believe he will get well soon!
I've concluded that although i enjoy slacking.. i love exercising too! =D

Peace!

Love,
Winnie

PGSM Gathering!

2007-08-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!

Went marina bay Zheng Fa steamboat together with my PGSM school mates. Haha.. it was really enjoyable, and i ate alot! To be frank, i dragged my feet there, because i was hoping to avoid eating as much as possible. And a buffet?! I couldn't possibly resist all the good food and afterall, i pay my money and not eat? That will be out of the question. Thus i ate till i was satisfied! haha..

I believe there's no outer private school that are as unite as our class! Lol.. Winnie yell< PGSM rocks to the MAAAAXXXXXIIIIMUM! *wink It's truly great to study together with this bunch of people! haha.. Although we play alot, but when we study, we really give it all! :)

Wanted to watch a movie together just now, but most of the cinemas were closing! haha.. but i believe there will be a chance! :D

That's Maybelline and me! :D Aren't we cool! haha.. It'll only be a dream for us to be real police women.. lolz..

Oh! That's my mouse pad! haha.. it reads: "You are right! This is a mouse pad..." and the blue mouse that i created using the blue tag! lolz.. :D My boss sebastian is er... i self declare, impress about the mouse! lolz..

OH YA! Definitely, not forgeting Mr Lizard! :p It's cute!

Oh that's my boss! Celebrating his birthday! Shall keep his age as a secret! Ladies out there! This guy is an eligible bachelor! Come and grab him now!! LOL! (He forbids us from putting his picture in friendster... But he didn't say i can't put it in my blog! :p)

Haha.. Hey boss, i chose the best pictures to put up ok! Thus i know you won't mind! :D And i'm also helping you! *wink wink don't have to thank me! rofl...

Peace!
Love God, Love People, Love Life, Love you all!
Winnie

Flowers decoration! \(^o^)/

2007-07-31T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hi all!

Decided to post up all the flowers decoration that i've made with my bare hands! I've named them too! muahahaha.. It's God's creation! Thank God for the gifts that were given to us!

Love,
Winnie

*****************Recent deign************************

;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;Sy Roger;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
Pastor Sy Roger is a great man of God with impressive style, just like my own pastors! Thus this time round, i felt really stress about the design. Even came up with a proposal of design before putting my hands on. Really felt exciting, yet the result that came out wasn't as nice as expected, because the flowers i ordered didn't come fresh and nice. Sad to say, i wasn't able to go down and chose the flowers myself, plus the roses come during certain period of time, thus felt abit disappointed by the quality. So overall, i gave myself 6.5 /10 but Yet, i also give myself 7.5 for the effort! :D Each time is an experience for me! I will buck up!

The yellow passion

Big rainbow garden

The rainbow garden

The metallic rose - I like this the most! because of the metal rose that i wiggled my way out! hahaha...

Romantic projection

;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;Dancing flowers;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

These were created when the dance group came, and i wanted to create dancing feel, but i felt it ended up too sweet in stead of the hip hop feel i wanted.. But i like it after all! Hope they like it too! :) But it was my first time doing metal wire bending, it feels good and i love the result too! :D

The sweet dancer

Sweetie overboard

After the event, while clearing them, i couldn't bear to throw them away, thus i tie them up together!

Aren't they cute?!

Soooo pretty! And soon, i couldn't resist it, thus....

I took a picture with them too!!! hehehe..

Hehe.... ok now for the rest of the design! FLOWERS ARE GOD's BEAUTIFUL CREATION!

************************************Past Design******************************
Lovely friends

Lilies and tulips in love

Romance in the bamboo

Shining brightly

The sun within - God is like the Sun! The core, the fire and the light! 3 in 1!

Purple delight

Relaxing purple - Haha purple just reminded me of ah mei..Elaine's favorite color! :D

Mum with young heart - That's like my mum! My mum loves flowers! Wants her to be happy? Red roses will do the trick! ;)

Love for mother - Created specially during mother's day. Actually created this specially for Pastor Lia, but she wasn't in Singapore then! lolz.. :)

Sun shine luxury

The sunny gift!

Haha thanks for viewing! Hope you like my design! Peace! :)

Specially for Alwyn!

2007-07-31T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody!

Haha.. With ALWYN's request, i shall come in and update my blog more often! Since he loves reading blog! :D Who's Alwyn? He is my new found friend, and also my favorite photo kaki! He is so good in co-operating and i love this attitude, thus i officially name him my "Photo pal"! haha... Let's see how co-operative he is! ;)

That's a posting suggested by Sylvia from 1 to 10! haha.. and my 1 and 2 is still with Sylvia! lol.. :p

Isn't that cute? Haha.. Alwyn, thank you for co-operating with me! Love taking photos with you! We shall go out soon to take more more pictures! *cheers!

Love,
Winnie

In Office!

2007-07-12T13:22:00.000+08:00

It's a sleepy day today!

Spent the whole lunch time sleeping.. since i wasn't eating... haha.. it's a power nap! :) I felt especially refreshed at the moment when i woke up and saw Tina coming in with the 100k movement and sharing with Fabe and Cindy... Since i already have a relationship with God, i don't have to fill in that form. Thought that this movement is quite interesting, to get the church people to pray for others. That's a bold way to declare God's love.

Haha.. now on my way to school! There'll be an exam on saturday! I better buck up, business management, that's the core subject! But also one of my weaker subject, i think i won't be able to sleep tonight! (>_<)o JIA YOU!!!

New working environment

2007-07-05T01:39:00.000+08:00

I've started working, finally after all the interviews and waiting...

This period of time, the waiting part was really not easy for me. But i felt the starting of this new job somehow gave me a new hope. To start once again, striving towards being faithful and consistent.

Waking up in the morning to prepare and start a fresh really give me a very good feeling. I want build build and build!

The new working environment is pretty cool, because of the people around and my supervisor certainly does made the training so much more interesting. Especially my new colleague, Cindy! She is a very interesting person and we somehow just share lots of similarities! Having each other around learning together, it feels really good.

I hope that i will be able to catch things fast and really run. I want to be addicted to the feeling of hardwork and "just do it".

This 2 weeks are really tight, after work i will be going for worship practice, else my night classes. But i feel so much more fulfiled compare to the past.

Life is starting to get more interesting day by day! :)

Faith, Hope & LOVE,
Winnie

Cindy and me :)

My working table :p

I love dancing!

2007-06-29T03:02:00.000+08:00

I love watching people dance!

So you think you can dance?

They are really good. whoo!

Pretty flowers!

2007-06-25T02:07:00.000+08:00

Pretty flowers!!

Finally found a place where i could get fresh flowers and it's near Paya Lebar my new church! :) Yeah! But the big fridge is really cold, yet i'm happy to find such great place for flowers! Flowers decoration made easy!

Flowers decoration of the week

E5 outing!

2007-06-25T01:56:00.000+08:00

Today E5 went East coast together! Had lots of fun getting to know each other! :) The rest of them chose cycling, while i want to learn to be a better blader. haha.. It was really fun! Initially, we wanted to canoe and kayakin(<- definitely wrong spelling.) but after a long walk, we decided to give up. And we began sitting on stone, it felt so comfortable, both xinyi and me fell asleep eventually! oh ya! Then that Gris actually climbed up one of the designed tall poles. haha..

At Bedok Jetty

Xinyi and me!

Gris on the pole!

Pretty Flowers!

2007-06-22T02:11:00.000+08:00

Some of the pretty flowers under decoration that were made by Joyce and me! :)
Credit to Alicia's suggestion!

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Last week's design by Joyce! :D Very pretty!

Decoration~*
I'm loving it!

New Start!!! RUN!

2007-06-22T02:05:00.000+08:00

Will be starting work soon!

The feeling is more to anxious. A new start for me... I got to really buck up! Winnie jia you!!!

I want to pick up all the things that was fallen onto the ground. One by one, with faithfulness...

Hold on Your Name~*

Me and May!

Love,
Winnie

Rain is coming! It's RED!

2007-06-15T13:32:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

Now using the mac at my brother's shop. It's a rainy day today, not many people... brrr... it's cold too, makes me sleepy.. *yawn~

Red Rain is coming to town! It will definitely not be sleepy for me! haha.. I believe it'll really rock the whole place down! This year it's going to be at Singapore Post Center! What an exciting place! Haha...

Getting to love to decorate, flowers are exciting! And i've found a job finally! Thank God!!! Thank Pastors, my leaders Garrett and best friend Xinyi! I love them all! God is awesome! haha...

Hmmm.. let me post crazy picture up!

My Daddy!

My brother!

Love,
Crazy Winnie :p

Singapore Post Centre

2007-05-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

Today was a great experience.

After packing stuff that are needed for decoration from dhoby ghaut to Singpost, this is the first time i step into this place. Which will likely be the new place as our new church building! God is truly amazing, He truly is our provider. And it seems that we always get the best place, the highest, (Upper room), the best location.

I was very excited when i step into there, because i know many many things are going to take place there, many lives change, great experiences... and the thought of God's presence being there gives me an undescribable feeling. I know our future is going to be real amazing!

I believe many peoples' lives will be touch by God at that place, a place where are belong. Heart of God Church, our home.

Accelerates,
Love,
Winnie

The Ultimate RAIN is coming! RED RAIN!

2007-05-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

RED RAIN is COMING! >>www.redrain.sg

RED RAIN is a New Zeland four-piece
Christian rock band on their FIFTH
world tour and they are coming to
Singapore this June! Inspired by the
sounds of U2 and Coldplay, you are
guaranteed to have one of the most
unforgettable concert in your life!

Date: 16 & 17 June 2007
Venue: Singpost Centre (Next to Paya
Lebar MRT Station)
Time: 3-6pm

Entry is by TICKET ONLY!
Tickets are FREE!

It's definitely the best place to be at!

SEE YOU THERE!

Contact me @98484969 for tickets! :D

Love,
Winnie

Chor lin's birthday

2007-05-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

Went to celebrate Starry's (Chor Lin) birthday today. Her belated birthday, 11 of May, if you are thinking of getting her a gift, please do so! She absolutely do not mind belated birthday gifts.. (haha... pay me advertising fee!) :p

Although the time gathered wasn't long, but i believe in quality rather than quantity. I felt it was good overall. Had a short but good chat with Starry (yes that's you!) haha.. Starry is a name that she calls herself, but later regreted, but i think i'm the only one that stores that in my phone. :D

She is very much like me, standing at the cross path of our life now.. Making tough decision. We have reaches a point where every decision affects greatly and determines the life ahead of us. Thus every final decision counts alot. Sigh... We will still make it no matter what!

After meeting them today really makes me think... I realised the limited time that we have ever since our secondary life. Which is really common among people in the world.

This makes me really see the difference of having a spiritual family.

Because practically we get to see each other at least once a week.

It really makes me think and realised how in church, I would always have a group of people in my Connect Group and leaders around to support, guide and correct me. And only true love corrects.

I know it is hard for non-Christian to understand that. Please don't get me wrong, it is nothing wrong the way it is, i really think it is the difference in culture.

The fact that it is really hard to accept truth about ourselves that are negative about ourselves. But really come to think of it, it is hard to find people who will correct you. Thus it is worth a million to be open to people who bothers to even sit you down to correct you out of love.

And the fact is the older we get the harder it is for us to change, but still, character can be change no matter what, so long i have an open heart.

Relationships in life are very vulnarable, time is really the best gift...

~Thank God for friends in life
~Thank God for spiritual family

Love God, Love people, Love life...
***Winnie Pen off***

Confident & Organise

2007-04-24T14:51:00.000+08:00

I'm here to update my blog before it becomes extinct.

Hmmm... ever since i start school, i felt challenge to once again get my brain working. I like the word "confident", and Pastor shared with us that confident comes from having faith. How true it is! I felt the most confident whenever i felt very faithfilled! And it seems like the fog in my mind was cleared instantly and i could see things so clearly. Then i started to pull myself up together, gather all my thoughts together and throw them at their respective place and the word "organise" suddenly seems so nice and appealing.

I swear that i'm not an organise person, but i shall not be limited by this small box. THINK OUT OF THE BOX! That's what life is all about! I want to be organise! ORGANISE ORGANISE ORGANISE!

Ok, i shall go pack my room before my follow up lesson! Ciao~

***Winnie Pen off***

It started with a kiss

2007-03-26T02:18:00.000+08:00

Had a great time today. Pastor How preached about the army of God, 300! Much better than the show 300, which i went to watch a few weeks ago. Great show though. But today was really awesome. :) Learn so much!

"God renew people's mind..."

A nice song to share with you.. haha...
From the show - it started with a kiss.

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Missed

2007-03-15T03:27:00.000+08:00

Just had ignite conference, and really enjoyed the times serving in hospitality ministries. It was great experiences, althought i had hard ones, but yet, really learnt alot.

Just feel that i'm starting to miss the surrounding. Especially the church office atmosphere, sigh.. i miss nana and ah ma... and i will miss so much things...
But all changes take place for the better. I know it is for my good. Gonna work harder.

Love,
Winnie

*~Rohovot - There are rooms to grow in the land!~*