Nice show to watch :D

Recommended show of the year:

1）下一站 的幸福。。。
2）海派甜心

Choices in life

The only way to overcome fear is really indeed to face it.
i felt so much relieved after that, and i want to say i'm really so blessed to have great pastors.
They are really great people, but the problem always lies with our own choice in life...

Why are right choices so hard to make at times?
How ever it is, Merry Christmas people! :D

:<
Winnie

Now i'm going to face my fear. I have a choice to continue running away or just face it. But i'm really sick of avoiding... I just hope to sit there silently and no one will realised i'm there.
What should i do? Sigh..
Love,
sadden Winnie :(

Hidden moments in life

There are somethings in life that people will try to run away from, and it seems like i can really understand that now a days, especially at this phrase of my life... In the past i am not used to say about death, especially about my own death, because i would think it is far away... but now it seems like it doesn't matter anymore, because it doesn't seem much difference. My heart is constantly changing, which affect the decision i made in life... After i stopped my relationship with Him, it seems like i'm just living a life of self-denial... i'm still happy with my life, happier at some point, with the accomplishments, meeting with new things, but still, it is no longer that joy that i used to have. (which i no longer remember how it feels like)

Today i received an SMS, which to me, is so hurtful. It was out of most sincere intention, but to me, it just made me feel so hurt. It seems to remind me again on the things that i've been running away from, like pulling me back to reality.

Having to show vulnerability is hard for anyone, i believe, especially now i'm saying this online.. But i just got to find a place to output my sadness, and i really enjoy typing my feelings out, as it is therapeutic to me and really makes me feel much calm and relax.

I've made that decision, yet i'm still pondering on it. What a struggle and it's like knowing you have to make a decision, yet hoping to still procrastinate on it, which is really bad...

I believe all these will come to past soon. Joy will return once again.

Love,
Winnie

Back to work!

Going back to work after the short trip, still felt quite alrite, altot i practically pulled myself out of bed in the morning, and deliberately had to swallow 2 pills for muscle ache just so that i can go for work today! (yesterday)

Oh gosh, i'm beginning to feel the mundane, doing the same thing over again monthly... and i ABSOLUTELY hate mundane stuff! Well, it's just a matter of playing the game differently every month... But practically it's the same, change of schedule, update schedule, allocation, send shipment advise, schedule advise, price change, PO update, re allocation, re scheduling... Facing some tiny monsters at times to solve those issues... At least I'm learning to cope with the stress now... Hope to learn more things and create more new processes to shorten some of the current process..
没办法。。 me too lazy to do redundant long work... i rather cut it shortest possible... (o_0)

Hmmm realised next week will be the last week before school really ends! huuu... feeling relieve yet, having the weird feeling... dunno how to explain though.. i am usually quite slow towards my own feelings, will wait then till it revelation comes~*

Next year gonna be a year full of holidays! YEAH, i must start to plan for my family's TAIWAN's trip! Hopefully in April! My first flight! And i am glad to delicate it to my family!

あしたもがんばりましょ！

Love,
Winnie