work overseas

Recently I had this declaration to go work overseas... I want to find myself a job in Taiwan. Besides to experience the difference in culture, I want to learn to be more independent...

I know how difficult it'll be to be overseas, being alone with no one to be there to lean on to if I really need help. It'll be all by myself... But I really want to experience that, and I know that is also the only way I can really understand the meaning to grow stronger in my character.

I believe my mum will be so upset about it... Without me around... But still I'm determine to go work for a few years starting from year 2011/12.

Beside all the reasons that I want to go work overseas, I believe I desire for a change... It seems like I'm living a routine life and i'm getting tired of it. Perhaps going away for a while will make me grow abit more... That's a good thing of being single. I do not have much to worry besides my mum...
Hope this will come to pass soon.

Poke off
Nini

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valentine's day

Well juz finished watching a movie online... Name Valentine's Day! Not sure whether it's an old or new show... But it certainly is a very nice show to catch. It's about various small little relationships between friends who are connected with each other somehow. From de youngest love from de cutesy little boy to de oldest man and lady... All things happened within de day itself! Many actors cast in this show... Oh gosh I never remember their names... De man who acts in de latest superman series, whom I presumed to b de main lead (yes very good looking indeed lol...), and de very pretty lady as de female lead... (I swear I've seen her movie somewhere but my brain is juz not working... Sorry!) n, yes Julia Robert is in de show, n whoo so many familar faces! Pls forgive me on de names,(I'll b truly satisfied to just remember de names of new people I've met in real life!) >_< anyway u got to watch it to know ya.. Hope u'll like it too.

Anyway it juz feels motivated to love n be in love after watching this movie! Haha not that I'm looking for it, although my parents are like more anxious than I am... *rolleyes That's a whole different story... Anyway back to de show, It juz really refreshes me on de importance of being really honest with our feelings. De importance of honesty in a relationship, any relationship... (family, friends, BGR...)

I've learnt it de hard way, n also realised de truth about de quote on how "broken mirrors no matter how hard it's mended, it always contain cracks"... And dishonesty in a relationship breaks de mirror... Sigh... Yet sometimes de hardest things to do in life is to be honest; with people you love especially, and even with ourselves. (people who lives in denial) Grrrrr... Still learning to b more honest with my feelings too... But after u look back, u'll be ao glad u've been honest, no matter what de outcome is... Coz true love corrects... N de truth hurts at times...

Feels good after letting this all out!
Good nite... Thanks to whoever who endured by reading my post... Or to none at all!

Endurance is a precious fruit... Arghhh I'm blabbering again!

I like my day today!
Poked off,
Winnie

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