Merry Christmas to all my friends!

Hi all! Merry Christmas!

just return back home from church, now although it's morning 5am+, i feel so awake. Such a fulfilling feeling which I've not felt for a long time. Was doing Christmas decoration and setting up a Christmas tree just now. Never knew that a Christmas tree some how became a mountain for me and Jie Xin to conquer! It was almost like a jigsaw puzzle, having to assemble the various parts together, then realised we did it upside down. (After uncle Goh's sharp eyes and experience!) lolz.. T_T but it was a good experience, having to go through the process of building up a Christmas tree, from setting up all the way to the cordination of star and lightnings, and then finally decorating the tree with the pretty ornaments. But most of all, although feeling a little worn out, i had a little rest in the artist room.

And it just really hit me... indeed one day in the house of God is better than thousand days in the world. Having able to sleep in church, although i was just lying on the chairs for an hour, i was somehow very much refreshed. And i could laterally feel the presence of God was there. I believe that is the reason why i'm still so energetic now. *laugh....

but it is the feeling that i received, it's like finally, ever since our church moved to Paya lebar from FTMS house, some how today just gave me a deeper understanding, that this is indeed my home. I felt so grateful, indeed, I can never outgive God. It seems like i'm serving Him in the House of God, yet at the end of the day, i received so much back in return. I really thank God for reminding me the feeling once again. It is so precious, something from God that can never be replace or taken away. God is indeed a good God. If i didn't know Him, i wouldn't know where i will be now....

Anyway, Christmas service is going to be so exciting! I'm really hoping to bring every single of my friends to come and experience it together with me. :D
it is far more exciting then celebrating in party in pub... nothing beats a service that leaves us with an explosive after taste, when we just receive with a pure heart...

Because of You, i'm beginning to like myself, my life alittle bit more...
How precious is Your Name... Jesus...

Doll of the day

hehe.. cutie of the day! i enjoy dolling up! heh heh.. in the future, i will sure have a daughter where i can doll her up! :D

work place

hmmm... now in the whole office, i'm the only one left!!! but i can't go off! Coz i have t-con later at 430pm... coz that is when Germany starts working... *hurmp!

now doing some ad-hoc stuff and chatting with my colleagues... My favorite pals are those gals in the photo below... and one of them name Fion,(the one who is laughing with me de... candid shot :D) gave me a nickname "小猪猪"
tsk tsk tsk... so bad... lolz.. but i kinda agree though... eat, sleep, play... i enjoy 小猪猪's lifestyle. :p

bleah... toking nonsense now.... T_T

Enjoying the last few days at Qimonda~*
Niniko

Doll up!

I found this cute website where we can dress up the pretty doll.
Very much like wat i used to play when i was still a child, only difference it was in paper form. :)

Last month

Hmm,

now in office... and its a rainy season! Feel so sleepy with such weather.
going to really enjoy the last month of working in Qimonda. :)

Thank God for the job he has blessed me with. i really learnt alot here... and am looking forward to the new job, believe God has great plans ahead... :)
He never fails when we ask. God is really good.

Going to sign the contract tml, although it is going to be fresh new culture, since this new job i'm going is a japanese company. i'm going to really enjoy the current german culture i'm in...

Games to relax for all! under my favorite corner :)


Praise to God
You unfailing <3

Last day for Alander

My only colleague besides my 2 bosses left the company on last friday. Although normally she may be very noisy, but without her around, it seems much more quiet...












The gals that i usually hang out with!


Gonna find a new job soon, hope to start work in January.

kbox

hehe...
now i'm at k box! lolz... had a great service in church today, after that we celebrate Halloween, the first time we celebrate halloween, and this time the theme is Celestial! :D

All the gals including Yoko all dress ourselves up as angels and fairies.. haha.. Going to post up the picture as soon as i got it from my friends!
sing till no voice le~~~* :D

Talking abt pix, there is this new pix webby that allows us to post interesting pix!

Shin bi jan.. sarangheyo...

Cute little gal!

My favorite kawaii gal! A great actor as a kid~*

Games!

study hard, play hard!
hmmm... Just heard from my boss regarding the flow of the company... sigh... it doesn't look so good, but still i got to work hard, study hard and play hard!
Gonna start looking for jobs opportunities lou...

Study!

This season started on my advance management course. my teacher is again a german.
Seems to always meet with germans... Well, he is a nice teacher, very strong in his views.. sometimes realised it is really different in terms of culture. At my age, they are already married with kids and had already traveled to many countries and seen many things.... sometimes how i wish i could do that, going around exploring... :D

Which blood type are you? - 3PM appointment

haha.. it's a blood test season! :D

Which blood type are you? X

Which blood type are you? XI

Which blood type are you? VII

Which blood type are you? VI

Which blood type are you? V

Which blood type are you? IV

Which blood type are you? III

Which blood type are you? II

Which blood type are you?

this is so cute! :D

My beautiful ah ma....

Today i went for Pastor Lia's mum, Pastor ma's (that is what people usually call her) crematory service, this is the first time i attended a Christian crematory session. It felt so different from the past that I've been to. I could felt God's presence and comfort at the moment when the pastor prayed and during worship to God.
God is really amazing, He has once again show His faithfulness at the very last end of ah ma's life, bringing impact to every single one who was there.

Pastor ma, 75 this year, finally went back to heaven on last Saturday at 1028pm. In her whole life time, she really impacted many people's life. Despite knowing God only when she's 40 years old. Being illiterate, she strive to know God's word, and she love it even till the very end. She could memorize many verses from the bible, by sheer determination and diligence, she would draw images on the side in order to remember the individual word. And her love for others, she always carry a heart for her friends and people she sees, like an auntie sweeping floor, she would try her best to bring them to church, wanting them to experience the love of God.

I will never forget how many a times i was encouraged by her strong faith and joy, especially during the times, a few years back, where she found out she had contracted lung cancer. Still she put her faith and trust in God. During the period of going through chemotherapy, she would pray and worship God with much faith. And how God would show her visions after visions, of angels, giving her much comfort, really inspires many people.

This really reassured me much, that our God knowing us, never fail to touch us via different means.

And indeed God is faithful, she was healed and even glorified God's name during her therapy sessions. Where she may be at her old age, she is strong in her spirit, she had undergo 2 therapy sessions where people who are much younger were unable to take it. And she would always smile with light beaming from her eyes, telling the doctor: 感 谢 主! ("All glory goes to God!")

She could memorize the whole of Mark from chapter 16-15:19 >>
15 耶 稣 对 他 们 说 ： 你 们 往 普 天 下 去 ， 传 福 音 给 万 民 听 。

16 信 而 受 洗 的 ， 必 然 得 救 ； 不 信 的 ， 必 被 定 罪 。

17 信 的 人 必 有 神 迹 随 着 他 们 ， 就 是 奉 我 的 名 赶 鬼 ； 说 新 方 言 ；

18 手 能 拿 蛇 ； 若 喝 了 甚 麽 毒 物 ， 也 必 不 受 害 ； 手 按 病 人 ， 病 人 就 必 好 了 。


And He said to them, “Go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature. 16 He who believes and is baptized will be saved; but he who does not believe will be condemned. 17 And these signs will follow those who believe: In My name they will cast out demons; they will speak with new tongues; 18 they[a] will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover.”

When i look at her life, it is so clear that God is real, and God is a loving God. The bible says clearly, we can lose everything we have in life, but the word of God will be in our heart. Even though, due to the effects of chemotherapy, Ah ma slowly loses her memory, she could not remember me clearly, but when we recite the verse to her, she could still remember word by word, following them closely!

*(Matthew 4:4)
4But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeding out of the mouth of God.

i believe i will be able to see ah ma again, but before that.. i will miss her... Thank you for teaching me how to love...

sick day!

Was sick these 2 days! whmooo whmooo.... slept the whole day....

fount out a new blog that is so cute! i'm currently a fan under this blog!
http://blog.sina.com.cn

from there, i found out that, there is this artist who took pic every single day before he passed away, and this is the pix that he took on my birthday:

his link is:
http://photooftheday.hughcrawford.com/

:)
that's all for today!
Niniko

Updates***

Hihi,

haha.. gonna come in here once in a while to maintain this.. hehehe.. latest update, just ended my Corporate Law examination today! (*looking at the time..) yesterday! *pray hard... and here comes my next module... :D hmmm... oh ya, Juana is coming back on coming Monday! :D Finally! Nothing beats the scent of HOME! And to be soak in the presence of God! \(^0^)/

Hmmm, if i have a chance to go overseas for 3 months, i believe i would have felt home sick in the first week there too! :) oh ya, talking about overseas, after sending Bryan back, Grismond will be going back tml too!

Sometimes i would wonder and imagine it to be great experiences to go overseas; like to observe the differences, in culture, people, surroundings and so much more... when we step out, then we realised how small we've lived our life.... perhaps it is a feeling of differences that really dragged us out from our comfort zone, from there realised how much we have took things for granted... and how easy that can be, i realised, especially for myself... :'c

Thus, it seems like, i find it especially hard to tolerate the mundane... sigh... always looking out of different things, experiences..
o(\_/)o i believe there must be a balance! just that currently, i'm still being flipped either to the left or to the right... going to the extreme. Till i find my spot in the middle, will i really be able to balance myself...


Balancing...
Winnie

Genesis of a genius

It feels really awesome to be able to sing for God again.
A great privilege and blessing...

God is indeed faithful, i thank God for giving me a great church to be in, with great Pastors and leaders that cares and constantly bring us closer to God. Indeed, the vision will not tarry, it will come to past, and how true, without vision, man dies...

Today Pastor preached about the Genesis of a genius. Once again felt impacted and was reminded again the importance to keep on learning. And the importance of having a largeness of heart. Wow... how true it is, God can make all things possible, the limitation is only when we think we cannot...

"Education starts when we go to school, learning start from the day we are born. Education ends when we end our school, learning ends only on the day we no longer exist..."

In fact, we may still continue learning in heaven. :D


God of healing...
Love,
Winnie

Praise God forever :D

"Write the vision, and make it plain on tablets, that he may run who reads it. For the vision is yet for an appointed time; But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie. Though it tarries, wait for it; Because it will surely come, it will not tarry." (Habakkuk 2:2-3)

*Scribble~* I want to write songs... songs that people will worship & praise God with.

******Your Presence*******

Only Your Presence bring comfort to my soul
In Your Presence i felt a great relieve to my soul
Only Your Presence bring peace to my spirit
In Your Presence i'm free, my tears fall so naturally
Without fears hidden in me, i want to dwell in Your great love

Oh God, how merciful You are
So Holy and righteous, revealing Yourself to me, day by day
Oh God, how good You are
So faithful and true, showing Your kindness to me, day by day

Hallelujah to the King of kings, Lord of lords
You are the Christ, Son of the Holy One

Written: 17 June 2008

My God is a great God. So great, like a light that is too bright for man's eyes to see... Praise Him forever.

The wedding dinner***

Just attended the first wedding dinner of my secondary school mate! - Yeow Guang!
HAPPY MARRIAGE!
Felt really really happy for him! The dinner was held at Raffles Town Club. There were many people who attended his wedding, besides the family members, there were mostly his church friends from CHC. Pastor Derek Dunn prayed for him and the couple exchanged marriage vow and rings. The atmosphere was really romantic and i like the way the whole place was decorated, with red roses and floating candles. The food are very delicious too! *slurp... :D~

**Thanks to Qi for the photos and got the photos from Lan's blog too! xD

Took a photo with my sec classmates before the dinner began..

me, lan and min.

me and Zilan

The tradition photo -taking of having the couple and family to come over to take a photo with every table... *whow... tiring... yet it is indeed indispensable as it is definitely memorable.

All the secondary sch mates who attended! :D really enjoyed the gathering... ya ya i know i need to jian fei! X~<

What's the next challenge?

Hi all!

hee... come in once in a while as usual to update, although each time i will convince myself to try to update it everyday. But still... realised there are just too many things that would happen in just a day! But will update it more frequently AMSP (as much as possible). :)

Just last week, had a taste of having terrible runny nose... caught the flu virus... Felt so weak and had 2 days MC. Despite the 2nd day was supposed to be my 1st day of reporting to new department in my work place.

But still, managed to clear most of my stuff and reload every belongs down to the new environment. I really thank God for what i have right now. I know very well that having the job itself was a miracle. with the little probability of me being able to work there, i was still chosen out of the 10 candidates. (told to me by Sebastian =p)

Just 2 weeks back i was told from my boss that i will be transfer to another department. Initially i felt quite shocked and really down... What?! to shift to another department after my conversion to a perm position for less than 6 months? While despite all the struggles i had during these period of time and while i had began to fell in love with what i was doing.

Yet, i was definitely the most fortunate as compared to those who were affected by the 10% reduction "exercise". (To be short, retrenchment) I am definitely blessed by God's grace. Although what lies ahead are somehow fear that grasp hold of me.. having to face new environment, new people, new job scope...

But Pastors had taught me that with fear there cannot be any co-existence of faith.
Without faith, it is impossible to please God... Thus i really felt that God allows this to happen so that i can walk out from my comfort zone to a whole new experience with opportunities to grow. After all, that is an important thing that God cares very much - My character growth.

I can never thank God enough for His faithfulness and goodness... I have to learn to adopt a new mentality of having to see things differently... with faith.

Instead of having the "God i pray that everything will go on smoothly without any problem...", i have learn to ask God... "God, what are the challenges that awaits for me? Please give me strength and wisdom to go through it."

Winnie fighting!!!

1st year graduation at PGSM

Finally, i've completed my first year in PGSM! Yeah! lolz.. i'm a double diploma holder now. lolz... 1 down, 2 more years to go!(>_<)o