Today seems like war...

Goodness.... Carrying my half awaken body to work today after de torture from de night before's insomnia was bad enuff... In office- Having to face arrows from de Indians n indo nearly killed me... Was blasted with meetings one after n another de whole morning! I need a HUGE kitkat!!! 

Actually i quite enjoyed myself in de meeting (despite もりもと-san's huge fireblot on us, from de complains from de Indians) he is really a nice boss! My fav Jap boss so far! Very real n when it comes to work, he gave his best! After de flame n de tense armosphere, he secretly passed mint gums to me n oso passed written notes in de midst saying he was hungry~ it was hilarious... n i returned by promising to bring snacks de next time round... funny... That really ease me alot, since it's de first time I join de meeting eversince my change of jobscope with all de bosses around...I learnt more dis time round... On our product and market situation...

Still...
Find it quite tough to focus on my new jobscope fully... (which I really look forward to..) really feeling de pressure of having to jaggle with many urgent stuff and at de same time, worrying for de new gal... Since there're still much for her to catch up... I'm getting impatient I think, at such a time... When I felt pressurized... :(

But things will be better Tmr!  *believe believe!! がんばりましょ！

Poke off
Nini

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sighing...

"Lord You are always here with me
There is no changing God in thee
You are the same yesterday and today and forevermore
Here on Your promises I stand
You hold my future in Your hands
My solid rock, Almighty God
I worship You" - Lord You are always here with me

Whenever I sang this I will tear uncontrolablly... I know I'm not faithful as His daughter, yet He is always faithful...

"Who am I, that You would know me from the start, set me apart,
Who am I, that You would place eternalty into my heart" - One life, One love

Who am I that I deserve all de love and grace... When I can't say that I have only One love in my love... Sigh...

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stressful period

Eversince de change of jobscope (which I'm looking forward to), just that in these midst of transition phase, I realised stress came knocking on my door, one after another... "They are piling up...." Says my unconscious mind.... Sigh... Realised also that i get sick whenever I get stressed up... Else I'm rarely sick (*touch wood)... 

Well, it's a good chance to train myself too! I must stop giving myself stress... I remember Pastors once mentioned in de sermon, juz tell ourselves to stop feeling a certain way and it shall be done. Simply juz control our emotions n stop feeling negative! I shall really work on that especially this coming weeks n months. I really hope de new gal can catch up fast n claim de 'baby' as her own soon... Well I shall believe n trust in her!

Can't seems to get to sleep... Which is absolutely rare for me... 

I guess I vent my stress de best through writting.... My mum is still at her majong session! Well i'm used to being alone at home... Just hope that she'll be able to wake up for work tmr morning....

Haven been settling down to align my thoughts... I know I can do that to gain some balance in my mind... But never in my spirit... It can only be fulfill by de One and only... Sigh...

Well, nitez starless nite...
Poke off
Winnie

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