Sunday, June 15, 2008

What's the next challenge?

Hi all!

hee... come in once in a while as usual to update, although each time i will convince myself to try to update it everyday. But still... realised there are just too many things that would happen in just a day! But will update it more frequently AMSP (as much as possible). :)

Just last week, had a taste of having terrible runny nose... caught the flu virus... Felt so weak and had 2 days MC. Despite the 2nd day was supposed to be my 1st day of reporting to new department in my work place.

But still, managed to clear most of my stuff and reload every belongs down to the new environment. I really thank God for what i have right now. I know very well that having the job itself was a miracle. with the little probability of me being able to work there, i was still chosen out of the 10 candidates. (told to me by Sebastian =p)

Just 2 weeks back i was told from my boss that i will be transfer to another department. Initially i felt quite shocked and really down... What?! to shift to another department after my conversion to a perm position for less than 6 months? While despite all the struggles i had during these period of time and while i had began to fell in love with what i was doing.

Yet, i was definitely the most fortunate as compared to those who were affected by the 10% reduction "exercise". (To be short, retrenchment) I am definitely blessed by God's grace. Although what lies ahead are somehow fear that grasp hold of me.. having to face new environment, new people, new job scope...

But Pastors had taught me that with fear there cannot be any co-existence of faith.
Without faith, it is impossible to please God... Thus i really felt that God allows this to happen so that i can walk out from my comfort zone to a whole new experience with opportunities to grow. After all, that is an important thing that God cares very much - My character growth.

I can never thank God enough for His faithfulness and goodness... I have to learn to adopt a new mentality of having to see things differently... with faith.

Instead of having the "God i pray that everything will go on smoothly without any problem...", i have learn to ask God... "God, what are the challenges that awaits for me? Please give me strength and wisdom to go through it."

Winnie fighting!!!

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